Live in me

2009-01-19T22:28:00.003+08:00

I Was so dead stress today that i tot i could just fall off that chair jus like that...Everything is racing to me like a bomb, that i totally skip my lunch as i got no appetite at all! All i wish was just to clear much things away and take a break.

Never did i know that there is more on it's way...

But in anyway, what my dad says is right. "Most importanly is hold on to your career, as the economic is really bad now".

Which means...HANG on there~~I really hate my work and the things that i need to do, supposed to go for class tonight, but i can't get my hands off, therefore had to stay till 9 to complete it.

Well, no choice, there's no other better road den this to earn my income!!

:)) Really, i'm a person who can hang on quite well, unless everything come together like a bomb, then i will lose control and messed up everything.

At this moment...i really need a pillar, and a still one for me to lean on +-+...

Rest Rest Rest....

is all i need now.

2009-01-18T15:37:00.002+08:00

Went shopping with my gals yesterday, supposedly was out shopping for new year clothes, but the crowd is really too huge, that we lost all the interest in shopping. It seems like everyone is rushing to get their stuff as new year is drawing near~~

We went from Orchard to Funan, and then we go our separate way to Raffles, I always have fun shopping with them. Gals, even though its' short, but i really thank you all for being able to meet up with me! =) Must plan more!!

Times flies, new year is coming and that means my mth end task is coming too =_=. Haven even finished my year end report and soon mth end is here again to haunt me!

Bought a few Beauty products yesterday from H20, i've been starting to like their products after trying their mosturising collagen mask, which after one use, i feel the moisture level on my face...!

Therefore decided to buy the leave on night cream and i've got a lot of freebies...So nice.

Bought= Deep Sleep Revocery Cream accompanied with Line cream, eye cream, night eye collagen cream, lipbalm, sample for cleanser and Toner =)

I saw from a catalogue saying that collagen not only helps to tighten and lift up your skin texture but it help to improve acne marks and scar occurs as a result of past acne history. It also help to improve the density of your skin and make it more smooth and elastic. Therefore, collagen is actually an important element in a girl's daily life...! It's a must have. Most people tend to think that collagen is only for aged women, which actually it's not true....

The BB cream i ordred online from Korea is here too!

It is rant that BB cream have three function of whiteneing, Sun block, mosturising and Wrinkle reduction. It is said to have good coverage of scars and spots and you can use it just alone without the application of foundation.

But for me, it acts as a good oil control serum~~ i use it as an make up base before applying my foundation and It is good in controlling oil, making your face oil-free the whole day~~! *-*

Recommendations of the mask that i used is "Wo de mei ren ri ji"....Which after one use, i feel the totally different impact of my skin texture, the sheets mask coming in thin pieces which totally locked tight onto your face, and you can feel the fast absorption of the liquid onto your skin. after peeling it off, you totally feel so Refresh!! which comes in handy after a hard day of work~~~!

That's a whole lot more that i haven used yet...lOls. must slowly experience of the effects of the different mask.

Need to get ready for church and shopping at queensway later..!

Ciaos.

P.S: Sometimes must learn to take things easily and let it go..After that sob last friday, i feel more better emotionally and i hope i don't do it again. Be brave gal! *-*

2009-01-11T19:40:00.007+08:00

Updates~~

I've been very busy ot-ing lately, yearend reporting has not been done yet..and we can't even breathe some fresh air at all..Sometimes i wonder, who on earth invented primary reporting, supplementary reporting and supplementary2 schedules..the whole finance is so tired with these three submission and all the heavy schedules deadlines to meet. I can't even cope at all, and because everyone is so busy...even if i got queries, i can't really ask for any help too. Have to struggle my way through...

Tough week and closing...there's so many things that is so hard to explain...

And on top of that, the auditors are back again next week..which make even more trouble...OT till 10 again on one of the days last week trying to figure out the recon. And i was so tired that i jus wish i could disappear, And on top on top of everything...This week is the beginning of my new semester of ACCA...Everything is really adding up...which i hope...i will pull through...

Push away all the unhappy things to the back of my mind and let's speak of some happy events..

Sec School gathering was fun last Saturday..it's really good some times to fork out some time and gather..

Went hard rock cafe, and we were even separated into 1st Class table, Economic Class and Low Class..Lols.was so funni on how we split the tables. But nevertheless the ambience is nice, food is so so, but the crowd and atmosphere is good!

Macaroni Cheese

Starter

Nachos...

Chicken and ribs...

Buddies..

Secondary memories..

The mask i ordered from Taiwan is here...Been starting to use some of it, and i find it is better than the ones i used in Sing, Wait till i use finished all of it...I will den recommend the better brand that i feel...

But i do really love the gel eye mask as it is more better than those sheets type...

Love.

P.S: Even with so many Thoughts in my head, i tried so hard to smile..and wait for the pillar which i really can lean on. No one can really understand..as when u say u are busy, there is sm1 who will say she is more busy den u, when u say u are tired sm1 will say yours is nothing..so sometimes i wonder, why complain and why compare..Hais.

P.P.S: i am smiling ..but who knows the inner soul of me..And i agreed, i'm someone who likes to keep things to myself, as i dun like to give troubles to others..as i'm scared i will be a nuisance instead.So, it's true that i have mood swings,as i dun like to say things out and i act like nothing happen but think a lot..so yeah, it's hard to understand me.....

And i hope there is sm1 who can really open me up......

P.P.P.S: i'm sm1 who needs a lot of care and concern, and therefore, if u are that sm1to be,Pls be sure that it will be tough and difficult for you as...It's so hard to understand what exactly i want and what i'm thinking...

2009-01-03T13:56:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009~~

Tis was MISS toufu who is sitting on my colleague CPU! Super cute *-*

New year 2009 is finally here...A fresh start and a whole lots of resolution! Have you all done your resolution yet, even though we usually tend to forget what resolution we have set as the days goes by...But still, its' good to set some, and refer to it, whenever we are free..!

Also most importanly, this brand new yr, really hope to balance myself towards, L,FS,F,S AND W...=))

Was spending my new year eve with OT and more OTss...work til 8 plus, and rush to TPY to have dinner with my gals..was having fun chit chatting and playing daidee over at CT place, and with a beautiful fireworks to end the day...I was so tired at the end of the day that i was closing my eyes walking. Lols.

Me and Mavis. Was waiting for CT lah..haha, so didn't managed to catch a pic with her.

Very nice scenery at her place~~

Neon prints we took last time, it was so white...

New year day i was working from 11 to 6 plus, went to Jurong point for dinner..Had Dian xiao er, this is my first time eating, and i love the duck so much!!!

JP is simply so crowded~~!

famous duck~~

Preparing to eat~~!

Lols. another gathering today~~with sec pals..for sum dinner and chit chatting!!

Have a great weekend~~! all...

2008-12-28T22:26:00.002+08:00

The brand new 2009 is coming it's way just right next week... That's how fast time flies...~! and soon we're reaching the 23 club..!

Have been very busy with work and catch up ever since my exams declare over~~And will be even more busy over the next week as we're preparing for year end close..

A couple of events over the last many weeks, which i always wanted to blog but Lazy... Lols.

Met up with mah pri mates for KTV at liang court, which is SUPer nice and enjoyable~~!

D&D at Rasa Sentosa resort...was quite bored actualli, and most important part i didn't won any prize this year =(( lazy to upload the photos...haa.

Met up with my gals and poly gang..for post christmas dinner...
Me and my gals even went to took neo prints, which i guess was after so long since we last played with that machine..and we felt so out of place..Lols.
Will upload the neo print when i've gotten it from CT.

Christmas celebrations at Church...

The veri nice big x'mas tree ouside the church.

Cradle Jesus

Was organising my folders just now as it got corrupted..lols, and my pictures are in a huge mess. Was trying to group them into the same people but as the quantity was too large, i was so lazy...So managed to only group half of it.

Should do some masking and off for bed...There's a battle to fight tomolo..

Sugarr dreams.

2008-12-09T20:19:00.005+08:00

Was in Malaysia for the past three days two nights, simply doesn't have enough sleep...was chit chatting till 5 in the morning, and slept at 3 the next day again, was so tired...Lols.

Had fun gathering with my buds...

even though i rested for three days, but the moment i step back into office, gt that amt of stress back again..Argh, really, working is really so hard, earning that money to spent is so hard..

I just see what i can do.

Nt feeling so gd today, got major headache again.

Hope i get better tomolo.

Mah dearest bUds, love them.

Saw a few photos that i took in my phone.

Me and my colleagues was brought by her husband to a very nice restaurant aft the first paper~~ He say he wanted us to relax a bit. Lols, it's really a nice place.

Small.Ros.

P.S: Promises isn't something which you've said it because at the pt of time, u had that mood in setting it. It is something which u wld, do it and abide to it wholeheartly becos of ur love for de other party. Therefore, if it doesn't meant anything to you, don't promise as the other party get heartache and lost her trust in you when u break one, and she may reach a pt of time, when she even decided to throw away all the promises that she has made and abide wholeheartly along.

In the 20th century, i believe that guys and girls are all equal, if they can do, i see no reason why girls can't. And if a guy let a girl feel the pain and think it's nothing, i let them feel the way we feel too..As i dun't see why mus we stand at a side and be quiet and accept everything...

Just sum of my thoughts...

2008-11-29T10:46:00.003+08:00

Heard this songs over at my colleague wedding, and i simply love it. it does have the Chinese version too, but i still prefer the Korean version~! Lols.

Anyway, I've been lazy...when exams are near..the more I've been slacking non-stop.

Perseverance!

4 more days to go!

LOVE.

P.S: I'm in love with Flowers~~!...Flowery flowery...

2008-11-25T21:21:00.002+08:00

I decided to OFF-studying today, felt so tired and i think i over-dosed my body and brains with too much numbers and theories that they started to protest~!

Have been frantically flipping through my notes, skipping all the question, getting the basics done, as I'm totally running out of time...exams are next week, and i'm still not done yet with the chapters...

Got panic that i began forcing myself to study the whole day frm morning to night, with only toilet/lunch/dinner breaks, to able to catch hold of every min that i've got...

and now, it's beginning to protest..and i guess, i need sum rest..

Will be working half-day for this whole week, as i need to catch up on my books..and i realise it's really very very out of breath to rush like that, trying to do as much work as i can during the first half of the day, and completing as much chapters as i can for the next half of the day... Lols, sometime i wonder how i did it.

But I'm HAPPY also, because JUST one more week to survive~~!! & Mah dearest Gal coming back...and i GOT TONS more activities to catch up on in December~~!(Excluding the tons of work that promised to be cleared!)...At the thought of that, it give me more motivation!

The bear which keeps me accompany thru~

Forth time to doctor this month~~going bankrupt soon le loh~~! after 3 bottles of western cough medicine, this time round better be well le~~

Lastly...i need to pull up more of my socks~!

P.S: i'm feeling so dizzy nowadays..that it seems like it's switching off at any seconds, and i'm not sure why i'm feeling numbness in my body and aching in my legs, when i didn't even do any exercise, that's when i realise it's starting to protest and i better take note of it...:{{{

2008-11-18T22:35:00.002+08:00

3rd time i'm visiting the doctor today for the same illness + major headaches...Wonder what is really wrong with me! i woke up in the morning feel so so dizzy, head being automatic bomb! it's like i've jus drank the whole bottle of vodka the day before..!

Really cannot stand it anymore! Please after tis round of doctor...

Flu, cough please leave me alone..if not, mah clip that clip me on to the hanger is losing it's power soon~~!

Rest rest rest...(how to?)

At the moment-Un.healthy me.

P.S: i'm so so upset sometimes, when u try to put in a lot of efforts in sumthing, and yet the results wasn't being appreciated OR the person still doesn't find it good at all. It's will eventually comes to my mind that, is she bias? why doesn she keeps on finding faulth in me? Am i not good enough? Or worst, is her expectations too high on me, and it is so hard to reach the expectation she wants? and more worst is..I just feel like getting out of here~~ no point!

2008-11-16T17:47:00.002+08:00

The other day i was so bored from studying the WORDY audting, i went online and click on live journal, and i found a MASK spree!~! Seriously i'm so into mask nowadays, love the after effect asking masking...

I'm not sure how i click click and choose..i bought a total of 45 masks together! Lols.

If you love mask too...click on...
"http://community.livejournal.com/_spreee/2376067.html?page=2&view=114239363#comments"
The spree is closin on 20Nov, they really had a whole lot of reign of masks...

And from the reviews, it seems that the Danity Design all in one collagen is a good buy.. Many good reviews from there...

Recently i jus learnt from sm1 whom i got to know, the importance of pampering and keeping good care of our skins..~~
i doesn't really care so much last time as i was suffering from super bad acne, and all i wish was a pimple-free face..! But i realise now as we are getting older, we must learn to BAO Yang..if not! it's too late to do anything when our skin condition weakens!

Eh, enough of rattling non-stop...(i think the rootcause is the bordeness of studying)..

Besides, bao yang, i had a super bad cough nowadays, GOSH, i've been sick non-stop from 3rd nov till now~ i never get well...one moments i thought i was well, the next day i woke up, my sore throat is back again, or i lost my voice, or i got flu...and now i got non-stopping cough and no matter how well i took my medicine and restrict my food intake, it still cough..

i cough until i'm so terrible and sick from it. I can like cough through the night and it seems that i never even got a good rest...
This time round, it really took me so long to recover from this sickness..

Better drink more water...and PLEASE cough go away...

Ciaos.

Back to table...

P.S: i went to relax myself yesterday by watchin "Madagascar Escape 2 Africa",This show really can relieve your stress as it is so hilarious. But it's so bad to watch this kind of show while you are having a bad cough, as i was laughing and coughing away..! Lols. i'm such a disturbance yesterday in the movie!

2008-11-12T22:48:00.003+08:00

Serious Ros.
Trying to be hardworking studying durin lunchbreak while the rest are chatting away at the gathering place.
Trying so hard to hide my urge to stand up and join them.Lols...

I'm seriously B U S Y .... and it's SUPER BUSY...my work is pilling, studies is also pilling, Cost cutting measures everywhere, but workload is adding everywhere..with audit coming, year end coming...all the things need to be LIKE cleared away as much as possible!

And seriously huh, i've only got one brain and two hands, which now i've only left with half of the brain, becos the other half need to put at exams..Super hard to cope, sometimes i will jus go heywire! Lols.
But then again, i always have to Remind myself, hey be serious, theres' still so many things for you to do!

persevere persevere persevere~!!!

I'm so tired already..time to recharge!!

P.S: This november month is a bad month for my health, i can never get recover from my sore throat, flu and cough..! it goes away in 2 days but come back like a magnetic force again in the next day! Seriously have no idea's what's happening to my health!

2008-11-09T18:11:00.006+08:00

I'm being buried by a pile of books!!
Feeling super bored+missing missing...

Endure endure endure..it's jus the beginning!

Boring me.

2008-11-08T11:45:00.004+08:00

Weekends~ Nowadays weekend will seems more like a chore den enjoyment to me because of the amount of Chapters that i have to finished studying..
But thinking of it, i jus need to endure a month more..So better pull up my socks and add more oil to my engine..

I'm feeling more better already, gaining back a little by little of mah health~!
Also realise that for the past few days which i'm sick, i make a lot of mistake in work..haha, so most of my time yesterday, i was doing corrections to the work i have done.

And as i sit down during lunch in front of my boss, she say she feel like killing me~ Opps. Lols.

Was out with my pri friends yesterday night and had dinner treat by them~~thanks so much..even receive some precious gift by some of them which i feel so touched. Lols.

everyone is so busy with their exams or work, but still we will meet up one month later for sum KTV sessions~!

There are total 10 people..but one was helping us to take tis pic, and the other three went missing... haha.

Some precious gifts frm my friends.

From Dear Xuanz..

From Dear AnQi...

Gonna read up some books le..

PS: sometimes, when u think that there's no one care...look around again and u will find somebody standing there somewhere looking over you...

2008-11-06T13:34:00.004+08:00

I'm sick~!

have been sick since monday..which is yes, my birthday..i wonder is it all becos of my foul mouth which keeps on saying i have no birthday tis year,
I would say it that way, is because i know on that day i have to rush for closing and even go classes at night.
The thought of it make me so bored, that's why i would say i deferred my birthday to 2nd nov this yr.

And then, i got a bigger present, by getting fever on that day...went doctor in the morning, reached office at 10am...rush through my entries and reports the moment i touched the seat..got so busy that my fever got worst throughout the day...totally skip my lunch and sleep. i stay through the day and skip class to rest...

Things didn't get better on tue and wednesday, and because of the reports i'm rushing i bear with the sickness till yesterday, and finally went doc the second time and MC today!

gonna rest well today and get healthy back soon!

Dinner at the line..

Chai Lye Wedding...

Poly friends, whom always have never ending laughter being with..

Look at the blissful smile on their face~~ lols.

Birthdays..

Mah Special gift frm sm1 most dearest..

Finally join the 22 club~~ Lols.

I bought this pair of shoes from online spree, and i thought the size was not going to fit. But it turn out just nice and comfy~! than i expected it to be.
Most importanly, it's cheap!

Introducing Averine Loose powder..If you have very sensitive skin like me! it's good to try this brand, Averine.
The texture is really smooth and silky and most importanly it won't cause your skin to be oily even after long hours. I tried so many brand and i finally found my miracle loose powder.
But of course, good things usually have a higher price to pay.
It can be apply after liquid foundation to set the make up or just the loose powder itself!
This brand are design for sensitive skins, so don't worry that it causes harm to your skins.

But still, different type of people still have different suitability.

For me, I find it so good that i jus wanted to introduce.

uh oh. getting a bit drowsy.
better get my rest..

2008-11-01T11:54:00.003+08:00

I survived the long battle yesterday, it was indeed nightmare..and i was wondering did i cry in my sleep or am i really crying yesterday..i can't even remember anything now. i just know i'm feeling so stuffy yesterday, and i was totally one word "shagged". Many thing happen at a single time, and i doesn't even know hw to react.

there isn't any birthdays for me this yr, becos i deferred it myself.3rd nov is jus a simple day for me.

Today is my friends wedding, need to attend it later on.

Last week was out with my dearest jun for dinner..I'm so busy with my work lately, that i doesn't even have the energy to do a lots of things. and i realised that i've neglected my friends a lot...sorry gals, i will make it up to most of you aft my exams. do bear with me..

Junniee~~

we went MOF for dinner..nice~

Got to do my things already...blog laters.

P.S: i;m totally dishearted with many things already..and it seems that i can't smile anymore. i really need help.

2008-10-31T13:03:00.002+08:00

i will be rejecting dinners and outing from now on le...see a huge warning sign appearing on my textbook!
Lols, exams ard the corner. so gonna start my war again le!

*met wif sum office issues this few days which leads to opening of my eyes to see things more clearly. Some ppl looks so nice on the outside, but on the shadow behind you..they maybe arn't that good after all. But still, we can't really judge those people. as they have their own life.

But seeing and hearing a lot of things makes me really disappointed in this whole situation. And the heart is no longer there anymore. I just wanna finished my studies. And maybe perhaps kick my butt off here.

remember: In big companies, most ppl don't get recognise by the amt of effort and work that they put in, is by the amount of words you released from your mouth.

I've learned a lot and seen a lot. And although it does affect me a lot, and will continue to rise, becos i can't get away frm the one who created this, i have to bear with it...and perhaps maybe, i should be deaf.

in anyway, will be really busy busy the next two months...

AND my bday doesn't seems so important to me anymore, becos ... becos...

roselind

2008-10-26T11:19:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i always let my emotions runs wild and i realise that mah thinking and words always ends up in different direction. And the results is: totally upset me.

Have been packing myself up for this weekends with dinners everywhere..have been eating so much! better cut down on the amounts that is entering my stomach. Before i start complaining again.

Xiao hwa's Wedding::
Congratulations to the newly weds. The wedding is so nice and romantic...donno why i've been attending wedding so much this month. Haa.

Something is wrong with my camera, which i have not bring to repair yet. the pictures are so blur.

The Line::

Went dinner yesterday at shangri-la with the gals to have advanced birthday dinner. It's international buffet and i can tell u we totally waste the price. Becos we are such small eater that we don't really eat much.

Lols, but it's a very nice place and i like the choice of dessert..its so many that u can just take your time to choose which u wan. But of cos, if u want to eat everyone of them, it's a bit impossible. But for our next table. I think they are doing that..

There isn't much pics though, becos im so busy eating + i'm so sick of that camera. Lols. have to get those pics from Mavis..lOls..

today will be heading out with Junnie...

Lols...

got to get prepared le..tata..

love.

2008-10-18T18:24:00.002+08:00

More photos to upload...

I'm off for dinner....Tata.

2008-10-16T22:31:00.004+08:00

Random Photos to update~~

The small plane that i sat.

Me and mah mom.

Very nice sky.

The beverage dat i luv over there. Coconut & avocado.

pork balls noodles...yum yum.

That's the streets..

The weddings decorations.They held thheir ceremony at two places. One at Hotel, and the other at restaurant.I will post the photos once i've got it.

In hotel room. me and the bride.

Cousins.

The bride with the bridemaids.

Me.

me+lovely mom.

I can tell you is the make up is a bit too horrible over there. Lols.

The pressie that i gave to them.

Gathering at my mom friends place.

And their children bring me to nice scenery places.

And featuring my little nephew which is super adorable.

He is really adorable but super naughty..very hyperactive that he couldn't sit down quietly for a minute...Lols.But he is really lovable by all of us.

My cousin promise me a cd, which will have more weddings photos.Hopefully i would be able to get it tonight. Because my aunt are all arriving in sing for transitting to HK, they will be heading back on monday.So i have to be a host again for these few days.

Totally no rest~~!

Lols.

Better wait for their arrival and have a early night. i'm so drained after the badmintion.

Love,

2008-10-15T22:22:00.002+08:00

I'm back frm indonesia, from attending my cousin wedding ceremony. She was my mom favourite niece and was very close with her, that's y we would fly all the way there to attend her wedding...

After my grandma pass away, we didn't go there back since then, and for me it was like four years or more since i've went back there...

Everything was still the same, just that my cousin were all grown up...till i couldn't recognise them. Lols.

It was indeed a very exhausted trip..i didn't really sleep well for the pass 5 days..but one thing that is good about this trip is that...i leave whatever i needed to forget behind at that place and i'm back anew..:) I'm just so glad i had that trip and that i get away for a while.

The wedding was really exhausting and messy...but overall, it was still successful and true from my heart i really wish both of them happiness~~

Now that i'm back. i had more thing to catch up on.

Work is pilling, with more things to accomplished, and OMG my whole office is heating up as everyone can feel the fire in their pants.
EXAMS are ard the corner in dec, but i haven't started yet at all..and with all the work piling.. really deprive of sleep and energy...

two more weddings to attend, and i going broke because of these weddings...Lols, the hongbao is killing me... hahaha...

In anyway...i will upload those pics another days...

gotta sleep and recharge my energy first.

Love,
Rose

P.S: as i walked back home today, walking thru the familarise place, i think of it again, think of how i felt that day...hw i cldn't cntrl my tears that day..but, i told myself it's the pass and now...it's the future, the road i'm going to walk on...

2008-10-09T10:54:00.002+08:00

I'm flying again in another few hours time..~
and i'm feeling much better already. becos i'm under counselling..:))

things may really seems like a nightmare to me, but i hope i'm gradually forgetting it.

i did a lot of crystalling these few days...

Tadah..

it helps me to concentrate a lot..Lols.

Besides, something ought to make me happy is that i go and pampered my nails~~

and i super duper love it, expect the fact that i'm still getting used to it...

i'm in a rush now..ill update more when i'm back...

Love,
Roselind

P.S: let me fly and when i'm back. i hope i did find my soul back.Love.

2008-10-04T17:15:00.002+08:00

i had never had that kind of feeling before..
mah heart was so pain that it shattered into pieces, and i thought it was going to stop beating..
i dreamt of tis nightmare and hw i wish i could jus wake up frm mah sleep.
u wld nvr guess or understand how i felt.

and now..

i wish i could jus disappear..

i will not be who i am anymore. FOR aft that...i coudn't find myself anymore..
and worst that i realise...
i've once walk into a pit of darkness,but managed to see a bim of light with ur help.this time, i've not walked, but being bash right into the darkness again.

2008-09-28T21:54:00.002+08:00

Went G-masking my hp on sat and it turns out like this..

Results was good, but one bad thing is my whole screen turns pink in colour.
And i feel as though i'm livin in a pink world after long hours of looking at the screen.

I am in fact addicted to G-mask, this is my third time doing it and i still like it.Although it is expensive but it does last you for very long. The last one that i did last me for 2 years. And it prevent ur hp from scratches, especially for sm1 so rough like me.

Anyway, shopping with the gals, sorry i left in a hurry dat i didn't took much photos with you all...

that's all i have..

Let's meet again someday~~!

many things in mind but difficult to pen down,

shall end here le...

Sugarr-dreams.

P.S: one last chance...

2008-09-26T21:21:00.002+08:00

FINALLY the long awaited friday has arrived..but i promise myself to sleep early tonight. Simply because i have reach up to the max of my energy level this week.

So,i'm going to blog, do the rest of my tasks in mind, and bedtime is next.

Have been so busy this week. With classes on mon&tues, ot on wed, training for the whole day+OT on both thurs&Fri, i thought i would have just drop dead on my office table.Lols

Attended training for effective writing skills at Raffles Marina. It was a great class indeed, teaching you all the negative ways in writing e-mails, and all the SHOULD NOT sentences to use. IT is a lesson which helps us to re-learn all those english stuffs which we've learned in primary schools. Which, most of us have totally forgotten about it.

Not only was the class were great, the scenery makes the environment conducive for learning.But there's just one thing bad over there. Which is the very strong carpet smell and old builing. Lols.

there's many yachts over there..

Interior...

Bought a new HP last sunday, to replace my dying handphone. Samsung soul U900, i have not open it nor used it yet. Because i'm just so lazy to investigate and transfer all the datas..

And because of the different brand, i can't do back-ups =(...I'm goin to lose all the smses that i've saved. Beside, i kind of regret buying this phone with the touched screen in the centre. I thought i could at least trained up my skill in using touch screen hp, so i though, ah..this phone will be very good, since it's semi buttons and semi touch..but i just hate that touch mode..

And don't worry it has nothing to do with the phone..it has got something to do with my fingers, beause i can't manage to type an sms using my bro i-phone. My finger just can't touch the button that i wanted. It always landed in the centre button which says "ok"..SO as you cld guess, it either went back to the front page or send my sms when i'm still writing halfway..

I got so fed up that i jus leave it aside..haha..

Guess..i jus need time to get used to it.

Well, as i had promise myself..time to finish my other task and time for bed..

Shopping with gals tml...yeah, at last an enjoyment to look forward to.

Sugarr-dreams.

2008-09-22T13:22:00.002+08:00

Always had Four sequence syndrome when comes to auntie visit..

(1) Stomach pain till like it's going to drop..
(2) No Appetite at all to eat anything..
(3) Moodless,mood swing, get's irritated easily..
(4) Very lacked of energy which is = Feel totally like sleeping..

Lols..and total above 4 points adds up together==Haggard looking me..!

That usually happens on the 1st and 2nd day of the aunties visit & that shows how troublesome it is being a women..~! Bearing pains...bearing kids...Lols.

Anyway,
Didn't had a very good weekend last week, was busying attending class on both sat/sun afternoons..and the weather is simply so hot nowadays..

wanted to go shopping after that, but the ppl+weather+being alone jus makes me feel like heading home..

so that's how my time passes..and here i am working again.

Lols..enough of rattling.

Time to get back to work.

Haggard Roselind.

P.S: I'm getting better on my gastric already..becoming more careful in my diet too..Lols, thanks for sms, tags and concern. love.

2008-09-17T22:40:00.002+08:00

Did up new blogskin using my last two days MC..Was always wanting to have a wider blogger space, so dat i dun always have to squeeze my photos till so tiny. Lols.

Lazy to fancified it, jus leave it da way it is, and perhaps as times goes by..i'll add a bit here and there Lols.

Anyway, had been real sick for the past two day, down with gastric Flu/virus/pain..no idea which is the real one. BUT ONE thing for sure that i know is I NVR ever really had that kind of uncomfortable, pain and feeling before, nt tat i dun have gastric history..I do, but tis time round, it's unusual and unbearable..

No words can explain..i can't even explain how is it like myself and i thought at least ppl would understand..but i conclude that, No one does understand how does it feel or hw am i feeling...nt even sm1 closest..

Nevertheless, i jus hope to get well soon.and nvr ever wld i dare to have inappropriate diets anymore..Healthy..!

Did OT today, due to the work load pilled up becos of MC taken..Argh, how sad it was. but didn't really complained much though, as i've also learned that there's no used complainaing..jus do it, and finished it. Even if sm1 else floods their works over to u a little, u actualli really hasn't got much 2 say huh..

Getting a bit tired alreadii.

Sugarr Dreams..

P.S: your one sentence today..makes me also learned something again today.nvr wld i want to look sick again in front of anyone, i guess..sumtimes, it's good to shut up a little, and depressed it all inside one body, that's hurts..that sentence, becos i tot u wld understand. But nevertheless, never again..

2008-09-14T22:08:00.002+08:00

Today is mooncake festival~ but due to the heavy rain, i can't see any full moon today..or maybe perhaps it's the view frm my room that prevents me frm it.

Suppose to went for classes today, but i'm heavily down with gastric pain halfway to school and i U-TURN back home. I thought i was okay when i came out but didn't know the pain become more severe that i jus pratically couldn't move, was pain to tears and i wish i had sum help..to teleport home. But being all alone at that moment force me to be independent~~! So, i sat mrt back all da way from cityhall to Bl, and my dad save me frm the hassel of taking bus back from BL to mah hse.

Slept from like 3 plus or so all the way till 6 plus..slept so soundly that i wish i could jus stayed in my dreams for the longest time i could...

Felt more better now, aft the medication and i guess early night it would be for me today...

Upcoming weeks will be very busy for me occupied by classes and different activities going on..BUT, the pain today make me realise i need umple of rest..and health is really important. Must be more caution of my health frm now on...

Jus a random postin of pictures on highlighting some events happen last weekend.

Primary outin &

mettin up with kai &

CT 22 Celebrations..

Cake for CT.From the pattisier.THUMBS UP~

Hardwork of me and mavis =))

I was so hungry on that day that i ate two piece of da cake..

Us with the birthday gal~!

Happen to saw this when i was lyin on CT bed, and i conclude that she was the murderer of stich! Lols.

Dineer at Keyaki at Pan Pac..food was overall alright, but price is totally speechless~! Lols, but it's once in a lifetime enjoyment of good quality service+good ambience.

Food food and more food~~

That's our desserts from cityhall link and it's yummylicious~~

Speaking of food..! i've been like eating non stop ..and i jus couldn't help it, even with the repeating of i must stop i must stop..but i just coudn't stop my mouth and my eyes on all these nice food.

Need to resort to other ways...

Need to get some rest already, work + school tomolo~!

Ciaos.

P.S: i'm in deep thoughts yesterday, wondering hav i done sumthin so badly that i turn sm1 ard. it i really did, den i would hav felt so guilty, apparently i've already start feeling that way nw. But, it's all fate..

2008-09-03T19:22:00.003+08:00

Mooncake Festival is on it's way here~~and this yr, you could see all new kinds of flavours launchin in the market..all look so nice and tempting to eat.

I had my very first mooncake, which is from Raffles Hotel. Ever since i starting eating it last yr, it seems that i must have it down in my stomach for the next subsequent years when mooncake festival arrived..Because it's really delicious compare to other mooncakes which i've eaten before.

Although it is expensive, but i feel it's worth for the money..

The fillings is nt that sweet, and the centre is white chocolate with champange..!

was thinking of doing OT today, but skipped it as i feel kind of tired..it jus feel so good to stay at home and do nthing..esp on this very rainy weather.

I'm supposed to go get sum dinner now

and maybe later on laze on bed to watch "HOT SHOT"!

Sugar dreams in advance.

2008-08-30T15:35:00.003+08:00

Have been so busy..every since i came back from Aussie..catchin up with my work and studies..
Now, i finally can relax A LITTLE bit...haha, why do i say a little? because i still have many other things undone..~!

WOOOWEE, i finally pass mah next two papers, and i left 7 Papers more to go, eh, still a long way ahead lah..but still, JIAYOU JIAYOU...

last week was celebrating mah AH-gong's 80 birthday...times files, realised that all of us grow old le, had dinner at a vegetarian restaurant in chinatown, and had sum laughter and fun, it's been sum time since the whole family gets together..

And i realised...hey, may family tree and size, is actualli quite small huh~~! maybe that's because mah mom's side is not here in singapore...

Sum pictures to update...

Mah ah-gong~~!

Sons and daughter~~

Mah family~~

Our whole family~~

Recently huh..i really put on quite a lot of weight...even mah face become rounder..but still, i keep eating non-stop..haha, jus feel like eating and eating..better stop my bad habit..

Class going to resume next week~~!! argh..mus put in so much effort again..

Prays everything go on smoothly and...one and a half yr more to go~~!

i guess...it's time for me to catch up with my friends too..have been neglecting them too long...Lols..

love,
Roselind

2008-08-14T19:29:00.009+08:00

i'm back from mah aussie tripy~~! one week pass by just instantly...but we do have fun though, esp spending the one whole week with mah dearest gals.

The weather there are super super cold and Windy. We almost freeze to death and bathing very hot water is the most enjoyment thing being done over there. some of them on the streets can even wear outfit that you see over here in singapore, and i find it super amazing. I'm like already freezing and yet they still can walk freely in those outfit. Well, or maybe you could say that's what a drunkard will do... lols

We spent our week at melbourne..visiting ard..and went further places like philips island to watch cute penguins and mt buller (which is snowing!!), it has always been my dreams to visit snowing places, and my dreams came true...felt totally excited and happy, but unfortuntately we were freezing to death with the degree being -5 and with us not having the right equipment..our hands and feet are frozen and numb in red..and the pain is unbearable...and we thought we couldn't make it.

Lols, but luckily we did make it back...

and now i still have a tough time getting used to the weather over here..it hard to switch back...

i even sweat when i'm sleeping at night even with the aircon on, and my whole body is totally dehydrated~~~ mah skin is totally dried up and peeling..don't be shock when you saw me. cos i look like sm1 whom have just came back from the desert. haha...

I'm so lazy to blog further on, so i will be flooding my blog with pics....enjoy!!

=At the airport, in da plane...a 7 and 1/2 hr flight=

=Reached & Journey to Jan hse=

=Jan Hse, together with MayMay and Elaine=

=Shopping to chapel street..and city~~flinders station and melbourne central & chadstone=

=Eureka Towers=

=Italian Dinner at villa romana..Lagoon st=
Delicious~~!

=Dessert at Max Brenner!=

=Day Tour 1=

=In hse Hot Pot Steamboat=

=Queen's Victoria Market=

=St kilda's beach and crown visit=

=Ferris Wheel=

=Day Tour 2-Mt bulla=

Happy holidays finished...now i need to get back to my work/studies..!!

Add oil.

2008-08-07T00:30:00.003+08:00

Currently blogging in melbourne,
have been here for two days visiting ard..

The weather here is extremely lovely, super chilling in the afternoon with sun shining on us, but at night, it's freezing like hell...

Did a bit of shopping and looking ard these two days, tomolo will be going far places, overall i feel the place is filled with nice building and scenery.. nt a bad place to be at. But the things here are very expensive, nt much different from singapore stuff...

Well, will blog again when i'm back in sing...

Miss singapore...!

2008-08-03T23:43:00.003+08:00

I'm flying to melbourne tomolo~~!!! It's mah first time flying for 7.5 hours though. kind of excited but minus away da stupid auntie visit..!! DUHX~ but anyway, will be spending mah rest of the week there..and let me just ditch away all mah work and studies in singapore and enjoyeed~~~~

BTW, i think most of you misunderstood mah "make-up class", i think i should state it as make-up lesson, not in terms of cosmetics make-up but as in, teacher was sick and so there was an make up lesson. Lols, sorry to confuse you all, although i really hope i go for some make-up class...Lols.

Anyway, had classes from 10-5 again on saturday, and afterwhich, went out with mah family to eat our long long planned vienna seafood buffet. Overall, i find the food is okay to me lah, ate till really full and bloated~~and i was telling my mom, i'm growing fatt!! look at my tummy, and den she say...yah, i do notice nowadays @@..

Uh oh, i better do something to it...but, wait till i get back frm mah holidays~!

Anyway, let the pictures do the talking....

Jump over wall~~ it's nice~~

Salmon sashi, chasoba,abolone,lobster salad,mussel~~~

Even cocktailss~~

Mah lovely mom and her friend...

Mom, auntie qingyi, me!

me.daddy.bro

me n bro~~

Super nice fountain..

i think i'm like on holiday mood already....so tired yet doesn't even want to sleep....

But still need to work tomolo, so better catch some sleep..oh yah, one more thing is i watch "the mummy" today, and i find it's nt bad too, very interesting though...had a super long day today...

Nightt~~~~

Love,
Rose

2008-07-27T21:29:00.002+08:00

ONE Week more to go before i fly to Melbourne to find mah dear gal~~

Getting ready for the trip recently, dat i'm beginning to neglect mah studies,neglecting my work.Lols.

Anyway, finally bought mah luggage at MUSTAFA, which is mah first time visit there...Surprisingly, there really do sells loads of stuff~~! whateva u can't find in normal supermarkets, u can look fer it down there, be it..medicine, food,necessity..ect. Actually was lookin fer soft cases, but after much search, i still prefer hard cases. Got a Four Wheels pierre cardin red case at only 100 plus, quite worth it. The luggage there is cheap compared to other places.But one bad thing is the traffic is very huge over there..be it cars or people.

After that went ard to bugis/suntec fer some shopping, plannin to buy all mah winter gears over at aussie instead of here, as all u could find in sing are all summer wears.But still bought some winter stuff, so that i won't be cold to death immediately when i've reached aussie.i bought my long john over at wintertime shop, and i still find that name very funny to pronounce, cos it's similar to long john silver..

Sum winter gears..

Went to church early in da mornin and make-up class in da afternoon, at least i've managed to stay awake thruout the class..haha, aft that went fareast to shop and home i went....
Was tryin on fake eyelashes while shoppin ard..and i test tried it on~ conclusion is i feel that in order for fake eyelashes to look real, u need eyeliner~! and becos i was test trying, no eyeliner was on it, and it looks so weird. haha. But overall still okay lah, next time will know what to do le...luckily i didn't walk ard so much to scared off ppl...

Warning:: U will be seeing multiple pictures of me as u scroll downwards~~!

Before, with only plain mascaras..

And den, it's me again with new eyelashes, it's really obvious under the light of cameras~~

Will be veri busy the next week with make-up classes and month end closing..gosh~~! but it's good to be done with everything before i leave...

Time to pamper myself a while before i wander off into mah dreams~~

Love,
Roselind

2008-07-23T14:56:00.002+08:00

IM super being bombastic by work today.
First thin in da mornin lost evey little mood to work.
totally NO mood at all.
when will all these be done.
out of 10 invoices, onli one go thru. everythin is like a messed up nest.
simply got no idea how 2 walk on.

jus feel like movin hse.

And da most saddest thin is. u too, give ur tone to me.
i'm lost once again.

sorry 2 sound so depress everytime.

i know don't think so much, be cheerful, smile. Who doesn't want that. But wif all these, it's impossible. I've tried so hard to be positive and possible. maybe there's still some time where mah brain will switch off...

I'm so glad i'm flyin in 2 weeks time...! i jus wanna get outta here.

depress.

2008-07-20T19:11:00.002+08:00

Seems sum times since i've blogged. Life has been the same recently, busy wif work and studies..nuthin had changes and i didn't seems to have start enjoying before mah class start again.Duhx. This time round studied at kaplan, which overall i feel it's much better den the other two schools, but there's this bad things abt it which is JAMMMM~~~~!!!! it's killin me, everytime on da way and back frm school. need to put in 101 focuss!

Well, supposedly havin make up class today..but i went in to class to find a notice saying the teacher lost her voice. So i went shopping with mahself again...Been doing a lot of shopping with mahself later...

As i was in the train, i didn't even realise when did i becum so brave and independent...and i did things that i nvr dare to do in the past...Went mac alone for lunch..went shopping in fareast alone last week...and today i went heeren and centrepoint to shop again...Last time i will feel lonely, awkward ect..but now, i just seems to go whereever i feel like goin.and do wadeva i wanted to...

But nevertheless, doing things alone doesn't always means the best, havin a companion beside is always better den being alone....

Ah, so fast monday has arrived....recently watch "Red cliff", a movie which i tot of avoiding in da first place, but surprisingly, da movie turns out to be pretty nice, u would think that u will sleep in da movie, but guarantee, u won't, becos the storyline is interesting and everythin is nice.Will be waiting fer the part 2...

Im so hungry...

ciaos. will update soon~~!

2008-07-06T12:45:00.002+08:00

I feel...
dat kind of emptiness inside of me again...
It spur up inside mah chest, to mah heart..
And up to mah head..
And once again..up 2 mah tears...

It's nt ur faulth, it's mine..my own problem.

...

2008-06-28T23:45:00.003+08:00

Nt veri sure why, nt veri sure how...

But im beginning 2 feel a bit lonely...

It's like there so many thing i wanted 2 do, and yet i couldn't find anyone 2 do it wif me...

Sorri that i felt this way~~i know u will be always there for me..But, i still hav 2 think of other things before me, For i feel, its more important...

Maybe try 2 be a little independent Ros..

Doubts.

2008-06-26T20:55:00.002+08:00

Just realised something today,

which is thank YOU for being mah friend, i always have treated you as one of mah friend whom i'm happy to meet in a new environment, and sm1 whom i wanted to get to know more...But i nvr got lucky or neither do i have the chance to do that...And when i wanted to do that, da chance wasn't there anymore..But still, i'm happy to once get to know this bunch of friends in this new environment...Even though we're not dat close, but..I still sincerely give mah well-wishing...But..nobody knoes what will happen in da future..cos, if we're fated to be friends..we will be...

Just some thoughts dat i wanted to express...

Worked OT today..seriously..i don't think i can finished, this closing will sure take da life out of me..being Quarter close, Meeting tomolo, New Distribution of Vendor wif vendors chasing payments all over da place, Being Sub-Coordiator for Mth End Reports, Have to pick up processin payments, IT expenses/DebitMemos all over da place.....and how do i react...

I yawn & laugh & frown & laugh & shakehead & scream~~ all sort of funny behaviour, so goes for mah neighbour~~

And the thing is ~~ nobody can understand how exactly tough/stress is it, unless we swop position~~ that's life, there is no such things as easy i believe, same for everyone else...

so stop complaining and get-going...cos no matter how much u complained..things still have to get done~~ just like wad i told mah neighbour today "Nomatter how i run ard with this invoices, burnt it or tear it, i still had to get it done.." Lols.

Had a laughter day yst wif mah fellow AhJies at Grand Copthorne Hotel For One-for One Buffet..Not dat nice lah~ little variety, but the one-for-one was quite worth it..

So tired..better go and replenish my energy for tomolo~~!

Misc. Pics...

still got a no, but i'm so lazy to put it up..Lols.

And sorri even da pics are all over da place, i'm so lazy to organise..

Alamak. laxy laxy laxy...

Sugarr dreams...

**there it goes again...**

2008-06-24T21:56:00.002+08:00

i start to wonder again...

Should i or should i not?

when everythin seems to settle in again, i lost control.lost myself again.i'm scared once again.

and now i'm...always seeking for an answers... but i can't find it. nor can anyone give me de answers.

things can't grip on anymore..and i wonder.

should i ..

2008-06-19T17:54:00.002+08:00

Argh~ what a busy week again~~work has never been easy or smoothly again, more headaches things occuring and still lots of things undone..and yet i'm taking it as if i still had plently of time whereby ACTUALLY i've none. Maybe da reason is becos i'm on holiday mood~~! Lols..ah, take it easy...work will never be done finished. All you can do is try ur best..

Lets' see, what hav i done over da past week...

Fathers' days and bro birthdae celebration on SAT~~ate tony romas', i was so tired on that day, and haggard, can't be blame. Auntie visit~~Spend money on that day on mah bro pressie..broke..

Went gals shoppin wif mah gals on Sunday, bought quite a no of things which i don't need instead of mah needs..~! There i go again, everytime without fail..

Monday went rebonding..and i'm touched that mah dd sent me there and pick me up from da place...

Need to go do sum exercise later oonn...i'm losing mah appetite nowadays, no idea why that happen too, but i just can't eat...

I'm so looking forward to Saturday~~~~!

I miss DD...

Pri school outing tomolo~~

A day to Remember~~

soemtimes, people doesn't understand why and what is there to be afraid of~~what's wif the hiding what's wif the denying..But, all i can say was..somethings are not so simple as it seems to be and sometimes, there is always a reason behind everythings that's happening, and i realised that the more that i wanted to dig out that secret behind it, maybe i'm causing the person to be landed into a deep trouble..

so i guess, when the time is ripe the truth will be out..we should all try to understand each other situation~~! =) That's what i learnt~

does it make some sense?

Love,
Roselind

2008-06-14T15:55:00.002+08:00

Been wanting to change a blog skin long long time ago..but never seems to find that time to do that...

FINALLY~~~ exams over and plently of time right here for me to do that~~ Lols..
I'm really not sure whether i can smoothly pass those two papers, esp when i didn't finished one of the question. One reason, is becos i doesn't had that amt of time, the other reason is i skipped that chapters cos it's way too many thing to memorise..-_-..therefore, totally no idea what to write.

Whatever it is....It's over, and now it's one month time for me to rest before mah class starts again..~~

WOrk is like madness, Please allowed me to emphasis again..it's totally MADDD~~~~~~~how do u do so many things with just only two hands, and a super drained out brain..Totally mad,, more stress added, more politics added..more blabla this more blabla that..i'm totally stunned/disappointed/sad/feel like quitting mood on Friday...dat feeling is really unbearable....but....with all that feelin, i still had to plastic a smile on mah face, and act as if nothin has happen. That's life.

I will see how everythings goes...and now, really take a step see a step.

Totally down on friday, and lucky i had you..you being with me, supportin me and hearing me out..if not, theres' no way i could turn ard =))

Loads of activities i wanted to do...before schoools come agains...

Plan plan plan...

Family Dinner today~~DD back to BD today~~

B-jiemei shopping tml~~*-*

Hurrary....super happy...except for...

stupid pain auntie visit today...

Love,
Rose

2008-06-03T07:18:00.002+08:00

Finished one paper, taxation...the paper is neither here nor there, looks okay on the surface, but so tricky and messy when u read the details, i just hope i'm able to pass the test..Please..gibe me 50 marks. Lols.

Just reached office, and decided to update a bit, got a battle to fight later on..

Thanks for all the wishes~~ hehe, i will jiayou for the next paper de~~ aja aja~!

Realised something yesterday, which is,

"dependent" is the root cause of every problem~~~it's where problem always start to surface becos of that, and i really finally realised wad's going on now, even though the same argument happens quite many times, and i realised, that's where the problems lies in, being too overly dependent on someone doesn't seems to make everybody life easy....

but i always tot, everyone needs a pillar by their side, when they are tired, they are able to lean on to that pillar, isn't it?...and if that pillar is not there, would the person be able to stand on still on their own...

there, i realise on basic terms, u have to depend on yourself more than anyone else, and i won't repeat the same thing i've been doing all along anymore...

For now, i'm going to jiayou and finished this whole tiring exams stuff~~!

2008-05-26T13:38:00.002+08:00

Break time~~ therefore decide to do sum quick updates.

have not been goin to work from friday till today, and for the next whole week will be on leave too, due to examinations~~ JIALAT damn lots of chapters to go thru, damn lots of things to cover, and i'm still like a laxy bum lying ard....haha...

I'm just hoping and aiming for that 50 marks~~! pray hard that i can get that 50 marks for me to clear this two papers. So tiring~!

Watch two movies for this weekends..."Indiana Jones" and "Made of Honor", 1st was with LG, and da second was with buddies~Both movies were not bad arh...at least there was something to relax myself.

I'm not that kind of gal who can sit at home or by the books for the whole day..i always need to get out to breathe sum fresh air lah, no wonder my mom was saying "不知道你像谁？”~~ Lols.

Yesterday was out wif jun and hk to celebrate jun's advance 22 birthday~~! Lols, although it's short, but its' really good to get together again~! After exams, let's hang out again...!!!

Time to book air tickets to melbourne, was asking ard and the tics are so ex,,,oMG~~ the fuel charge and airport taxes can drown us already~~ hahaa...But need to book soon lar, if not no seats le..

Random pics that i've got, nowadays seldom take pictures~!

This was done by DXG at our mmjd~~i was standing there starin at the thing and the shape was formed out by him, so sweet~~ *i'm so glad everythin turns out fine now*~~

Heart Shape Ice-cream~~!

Junnie's 22nd..i realise we didn't take photos with HK, opps!!~ Kiat next time okay~!

getting mah butt back to books le...
shag...i'm gettin on pounds nowadays..~ need to get my butt workin aft exams. Lols.

2008-05-14T22:24:00.002+08:00

i suddenly realise i'm not da kind of person whom i used to know anymore, and i'm not the kind of person who can take dat much of stress. I'm NOT, which i always tot i can.

How.

ThAt Place, ThOSE PPL, seems so beautiful on da start, seems totally pure and white and totally suit my appetite...And i tot at least i parked somewhere nice.Why? does it seems so dust and dark now.And tension everiwhere.That's experience and 人的内心深处真的好可怕~~

Totally none, none i could believe and trust.

I'm totally on my own. and that stress is reaching the tip of mah head.

And how i wish...sometimes, i had some friends.

i depend so heavily on you now.

Sorri mah webbie became a spider-web area, havin exams in June, which thereafter i'll update as much as i can.

2008-04-07T19:50:00.002+08:00

小宇
唯一的唯一

一样自己走在　回家的路
却突然发现自己　有些孤独
天空下　有几颗脆弱的心
找寻着　那双共鸣的眼睛
我怀疑　一直在等待的人
真的就是你

直到　看着星星想到你
望着太阳想到你
少了你会莫名的空虚
我才终于开始去相信
是谁出现在梦裡
而你就是唯一的唯一

直到　看着电视想到你
望着大海想到你
少了你我呼吸没力气
最后确定我已爱上你
想抱紧你在怀裡
让我们的眼神永远坚定不移

曾经害怕温暖
喜欢寒冬
却突然发现自己与众不同
有几颗脆弱的心
天空下着有几颗脆弱的心
找寻着那双共鸣的眼睛
我怀疑一直在等待的人
真的就是你

直到　看着星星想到你
望着太阳想到你
少了你会莫名的空虚
我才终于开始去相信
是谁出现在梦裡
而你就是唯一的唯一

直到　看着电视想到你
望着大海想到你
少了你我呼吸没力气
最后确定我已爱上你
想抱紧你在怀裡
让我们的眼神永远坚定不移

......................................

我一直以为我和你，那可能会有爱情~~因该只是友情吧了~~
但到最后我才发现~~我以深深的爱上了你~~

而现在的你就是我的唯一~~

2008-04-07T12:50:00.002+08:00

Had a nice.wonderful.sweet.lovley.happy.satisfied day with him..yst=))

Also,Thanks fer bein there on sat. i wonder how am i able 2 reach home w/o u, luckily u were there and nvr threw me on the streets~ thinkin back, it was realli sweet of u 2carry tis naughty-unconscious gal back home...

its' just hard da describe da feelin dat i had for havin u with me.

And i know that u wld understand..as always..

SPEAKING of which, once experience is enuff for me to handle, felt so sick on that day, better know mah limits next time round~! nvr again...!

WATCH "Flood" yesterday at cine, it's a touching show...once again, drop tears..Is it the third time that i've drop tears while watchin movie wif u..

Lols.

I'm once a happi happi gal again...=))

2008-04-03T19:02:00.003+08:00

Been busy busy busy for this pass three days...rushing for closing...and becos i need to attend class at night, it means that i can't OT for 1st and 2nd work day..and therefore, i'm really like rushing like madd~~! rush till mah shoulders almost drop off these few days, damn pain~~old problem again -_- ...

Anyway, finally everything's cleared and now i'm like relaxing a bit, but as always, after closing, when u see your side tables, that's many rubbish to cleared away, Rubbish not as in those which u can throw into the bin, it's those which you anyhow park into certain accounts becos of last min emergency~~! Lols, and i got tons of that to clear away...sometimes,,i'm just getting so tired with the job~! haha...

Met up wif mah gals on last sat for some shopping therapy~~! super nice, and we walk till legs cramps, from FEP all the way to dohby~ I really appreciate this kind of shopping trips~ more please mah dear gals~~! Conclusion is that shopping is never enough for me!! and as CT mentioned "when did i ever DUN feel like going shopping?" HAA, naughty gal..becos i was telling them.. "i feel like going shopping~~!" and that's her reply to me. Lols...

This sat having lesson again....OH MY GOD~~!!!! tired tired tired... 2pm-9pm lah~~! i hate sat classes....

Neeed to pamper myself a bit...

Photos 2 upload, snappin session durin shopping...

da super rich gal who is happily countin her money~~! hahaha..

Our poor plain flats, which must carried us for da whole shopping tripy~~!

Going backk~~!

it seems like all of us went mad when going back time..mostly becos we were so tired..haha, but anyway, gathering again soon! and GALS~~ thanks fer being there whenever i needed you all, and thanks for always acc me out whenever i feel like shopping....wad am i suppose to do w/o u all huh!! haha....

AND not forgetting mah dear LING~~ i know u busy wif ur work and never forget u kk~~! when u free call us, and we shall accomdate and lets' meet up fer dinner, shopping and updates~~!! Jiayou~~!

oh yah,,,and i seriously need to see doc regardin mah jaw, becos it's dropping...and get something done with my hair, becos i'm always late for work becos of it~!!!! argh, but i'm seriously plain lazyy~~~!!

i'm so hungry!!

and lastly....me~!!

2008-03-28T18:32:00.002+08:00

I've been missing from blog fer quite sum times...can't help, computer crash le~~ never feed it well~~~LOLS~~

Anyway, it's back but not fully recovered yet...it's slow like a tortise~~super not use to it, and i'm so lazy to get it back into shape...tedious job for me, I DECLARE~~! i'm just lazy with IT stuff and computer stuff...all i need is someone to fix it properly for me, and i don't have to use my brains to change here and there and i can use it brainlessly~~!! HHAAAA...

Anyway, have not blog fer quite sum times, i suddenly can't collect mah thoughts back together...what's been going on in my life...

still da same arh...study, work , play...but nowadays,i feel that i really play more than i study...even got mahself over-exhausted this week...HAA~~~! AND most imptly is horrxx~~OMG, i only left with 2 Monthss of time~shit shit shit....

Anyway Monday went KTV with mah colleagues until about 11.30 den reach home...Damn damn shag~~ den tuesdays and wed had lesson again..and i can say i almost crash mahself...ahhaa...Sleep is really super important..!!

Times flies, month end is coming again...PAYDAY~~!!! YEAHH...but at the same time month-end closing arh...i still have many things undone...~~~~muST aja aja aja..!!

just a simple thoughts that i've come across today...due to certain things that i've come across which leads me wonder "can we really love someone, ONLY that someone and be loyal to him?" Does married seals that loyalty that we are having...i guess, sometimes, feelings are just uncontrollable, i guess...the point is, it's really hard to love only that someone and even after your marriage, yours eyes only have tat someone......well, maybe there is this kind of person..*doubts*

Update some random pics...

Mah cousin 21st birthday

Oh yeah~~ and forgot to mentioned one fruitful even on Good Fridays, was partying with mah sec friends...and truly enjoyed mahself~~!!

KTVV~~!

Nice and Cheap korean food at Jurong entertainment~~!!

i still have many other memorable events...and it's always in da heart!! +-+

Love,

2008-03-25T16:49:00.000+08:00

i'm tired..super tired...

2008-03-19T13:04:00.002+08:00

ARGH~~~mah com is down fer maintenance again~ hope it recovers soon and not crash, becos, i did not back-up arh~~! and all mah photos, songs...*faint*

currently in office blogging, making use of mah lunch time...feel like sleeping after a good lunch meal...~!! ZZZzzz

Everything is still da same these few days, nothing much, no happenings...just learned that i must cherish every second every minutes of mah life and not waste it...

Today marks the day whereby i'm with FMC for 1 year le~~!

Times flies, this time last year, is mah first day of work and the scene is still so clear in mah head..~ It seems just like last week whereby i first step in. Can't believe that time past so fast~~

Looking back~~there's nothing interesting though, i'm just basically, getting paid, work, off-work, play, study, wait for weekends...not knowing what i want in life...not knowing mah directions in life too...

sometimes i wonder, can't mah life be a bit more interesting huh..*knock* mah head...

Do u agree that girls mind are sometimes so interesting? because they can have all da funny funny thoughts in their head...or issit only me~? haa that's why there is always a sentence saying "the men don't always get it"...we can throw our temper suddenly, get jealous for no reason, re-elaborate certain sentence to make it sound worst, seek attention when we feel lonely, scream or throw thantrum when things are not on our way...try to make de other party jealous, but end up getting angry ourselves when they did the same things...end up pouting, when we lost in certain fights and argument...and the list goes on.....that's girls lah, and sometimes we can't even understand ourselves....Lols~~

But saying the truth, must really learn how to control ourselves, even though there is a saying that says “女人不坏男人不爱， but sometimes, when women gets more nonsense, men get more headache and irritated. Lol...

jus some thoughts that i had nowadays, and that always happen to me lo~ haha...

but i'm just glad i got A super-OK lah~ patient gong~~ who is constantly accepting mah bombing and nonsense..!!! *muacks*

Time to start work le...

Lessons today...can't wait for weekends leh~~!!!

i need entertainment!!

2008-03-12T14:58:00.001+08:00

Dnilesor..adw xactyel od u eesk orf,wad od u nwa
Yhw ear u etsppnig ni and uot, and ni nda uot~!!
Yhw rea u ttanylcons hrowtnig ur omod ard…
Tahw’s gnineppah ot em…
Tahw ectaxly od I awn…
Yhw ma i gnivaheb sthi ywa....
Und Eb yngra wif me...cos i have idaerla ddi...

don't ask me wad i'm writing..once written, forgotten le...Lols …

2008-03-10T21:04:00.003+08:00

Back to postin...mah com was down fer maintenance for a couple of days back, I think da main main reason was that, i was overfeeding it, and i forgot to take the bowl away while i went for bed. HE keep eating till early in da morning~~

Many fruitful events that i've remember over the past weeks...

-Went Suntec wif LG fer pressie buying...
-Went fer Yu Xin 3rd Birthday party~~*sweet*
-Played Badminton
-CheeHui & Kailing birthday celebration

Of course there's many other things which happens around me, but den this are some of the ones that bring me deeps memories....

And i seriously need to get mah butt going ard, because, i seems to be getting on weight...but mah stomach hai zhen bu zhen qi, just feed it a little this two days, it's killing me already~! haix!

But really really, i donno how ta express mah feelings...but xie xie ni,always being there for me...caring for me...worrying fer me...helping me...talking to me...beating me to get going...and when i'm tired, you're there..when i needed a shoulder to lean on...it's there...and i know no matter what i met with, you will raise both hands and both legs to support me...exercising with me...eat a lot with me...make me laugh...and most importanly, you willingly to stay in that humble little hut of mine...THANK YOU...and i super glad too, that i had you...and that god had send an angel to me...*-*

i pick up da courage once again ta step into another land, will i survive, i trust mahself..that i will...

Anyway...Pictures to update..~!

I'm in love with Asian Kitchen..~~Food again~~! yum

Mah fav fav food~~XIAO LONG PAOOO....Droolss**

softshell crabbie~!

Exericse exercise~~! =))

Kailin and Cheehui Birthday======

ME with da galss~

Drinks in da making for our two birthday gals~~ sabotage~!

BRAVO~

admiring da sweetest couple~!

13 yrs of Friendship and counting!!

suddenly i feel so tired, aft uploading all da photos..haha.

lastly,

H-I-H,I hope W-W-O-TGT...wdHSQ,CAN...

Sugarr dreams,

Rose

2008-03-01T12:08:00.004+08:00

It's saturday~~!! ooo i jus love weekends, can sleep till like nobody business and here i am just waking up not long ago...plus the very good weather today makes me feel more like snuggling in mah bed and not getting up~~!

Arh~~ i'm so happy that i'm all well now..~~mah body have been giving me lots of problems lately, i must say continously, ever since i got back from thailand. AND im so glad that i'm feeling much much much more better now~~! better drink more water, take good care~! *-* and i must also thank LG for worrying for me durin this period~with ur worrying, i really had to get well soon huh~!

OT till about 730 yesterday~~! shag! actualli was gettin ready to go off at 700 but last min they found out that i posted wrong entries~~ so paiseh, so had to stayback and clean up the mess that i did, luckily everythin goes fine..and i can go home~~~!!

I even dreamt about me posting entries yesterday..nightmare, look how powerful the stress at work can cause!

Introducing mah nightmare places, loaded wif lots of photos and toys recently...

Dun luff k, sometimes, by looking at all these photos and toys, make me relieve mah stress..~! hahaha...

Ohh..yah, and i happen to saw this pic, me and meh meh was so bored that we were eating with chocss~~ and what do we do with the wrappers??

TADAH~!

we were damn bored lah, we still haven thought of da reason yet, on whether was it the subject itself were boring or the teacher? because everytime da teacher starts to open his mouth to talk, i would start Dozing off~~~ Not only me okay~ most of the classmates do that~!

Maybe should go and read up mah notes a while...

Ciaos.

2008-02-29T13:23:00.002+08:00

Take a break, take a kit-kat~~ now lunchtime, take a break a while even though, mah tray is high up like mountain...

been runnin ard crazily today, to solve this issue, to hav meetin regarding the craziest IT charges, which till now is still making me giddy..omg that charges are super messy and more messy...and i'm becoming more & more & more messy~~!!
one wordd~~ CRAZY~~ hhahaha...aft discussing, went for reception duties and sit down a while, lunch time!!

the whole morning was not at mah seats, was hopping ard seats to seats...
Can say this is the first time Loh~~

Mth-end CLOSINGGGGG~~~!!! time to sweat, panic, excited and rush like mad~~

At least there's something great today~~

PAYDAY~~!!

Lols. crazy me...doing crazy things..

2008-02-28T20:03:00.002+08:00

w/o talking much, seeing much lately...

suddenly i really really really miss u so much~

HXBBN~QQN~HXHX-GS-ND-WL ~~!!

150.100

2008-02-25T20:47:00.003+08:00

At first tot of what i wanted to do today, but circumstances rises again, Down wif illness again~ Pain pain pain~ Mah pain level is so low..really can't stand tat little amount ~ Lols, anyway will get well soon de~~~

As for mah prev post, Everything seems fine now..maybe this kind of topic is too sensitive to talk about, i will take note of it more in da future...maybe there's certain which cannot be talked about, and sometimes, it's so hard to change their thinking....

Ah, nvm about that...

Happy that on friday i met up with mah pri mates for dinner and had fun again, sat was out shopping wif CT, bought a lot of things~~happy~~and aftwards met up with LG for dinner~~ He also bought me sum pressie, which i like it very much~~

Was flippin thru the com and i found some of mah old old pics...

Lols, it's all taken long time ago, maybe how many yrs back den..actualli wanted to post some with my friends, but i scared i'm not able to step out of mah house aftwards...haha, but anyway ... memories...

I finally bought this Burberry Brit Sheer, as there's no stock the other time when i went thailand, super like the smell, it's kinda sweet and nice~~ thanks to HSK who help me to buy when he was back from overseas~

And the lovely pressie i got from LG,

He say he don't quite like the last one, but it's to bao ping an~ So he just bought it. I just love the crystalise accessories..Thanks so much~! =)

I don't want to think anymore, neither do i fear about anything anymore...as i realise that i had what i needed to had...and most impt...i had wo de DDgua with me...

=ooo

Headacheess~~~ARGH, sometimes i wonder why am i so troublesome~~

Better rest well tonight~~ Healthy healthy healthyy~~!!

Lastly,

2008-02-24T02:25:00.003+08:00

Further to mah post...

i really suddenly feel so tired about almost everything that's happening ard me...all dat stress that i'm always thinking...all the dian dian di di..

Plus, this conversation that happens, it leave me even no hope in almost everything dat's going to happen in the future...

i'm so tired...

yeah, let me be independent, when did u all ever sit and listenn...

never...

Super upset...

2008-02-24T01:58:00.003+08:00

YOU always tell me, everything must tell you, can always be friends and talk about it, do a heart to heart talk, "can tell me how you feel and what you think"~~ but when i really have the urge to tell u how i feel and do a good heart to heart talk~~YOU BEHAVE like that...being angry abt what i said....

I'm not trying to meant anything, but it's just sometimes, all your actions is stressing me too much~~! and i just want to tell YOU, i know what i'm doing and don't worry so much about me...

But the attitude that you gave me really turn me off~ and it makes me really really really really really really SUPER SUPER reallyy regret for even speak up about all this...

AND from now, den i realise that, YOUR thinking can never match OUR thinking and what we said is all wrong...And that means, We cannot really communicate at all...From now onwards, i'm not gonna speak up anymore, becos i FINALLY realise there's nothing which can be talked about....

Nothing...

All i can say, our thinking are different, you are SeNSiTivee and cannot accept what i said....

So what's the point of speaking up again~~~

....

Really upset...

2008-02-21T18:08:00.003+08:00

Dat Question and saying was being offered into mah ear again today by mah emperess,And i'm once struggling again~~why again, i tot i've put it all aside, and i finally have confident..but once again, i lose the confident in me..why must things happens in this way...

sometimes, it's stressing me to death...

*knock my head*..don't think so much don't think so much...i don WAN to think anymore..

Finally no lesson today, got plenty of household chores to complete...one by one~~~man man lai bah~ i'm feeling so tired..lols..should be the lack of sleep nowadays..Must sleep early today~~

Feb Coming to an end and March is starting soon...Times flies..

But sometimes i do hope it pass faster...So that i'm able to know the result faster...AH..there i go again...*knock*

Actualli sayin da truth, it's not easy fer me coming all da way to now, from wad has happen over in dec..all da things that i must bear with..all the things here and there dat i must handle..and now with more problems adding..i'm getting even even more emotional troubled sometimes, more mood swings,more deep thoughts..but nevertheless...

i believe all pro can be solved..it's only the matter of time..and whether i'm emotionally prepared..whether i worked hard enough..

But i'm happy that i got all da good friends i had with me, who helped me thru all this emotional period, when i wanted to talk about, when i wanted to pour out every little details of wads going on...and for mah closest gals and mah Best Buddy LG, you all know mah situation and mah plight and are always there keeping me accompany, scared that i will be lonely and all...and im really great and lucky that i had u all with me...

I just want to live mah life happily as for now..and enjoyed as much as i can bah~~ cherish every little things i had...and don't think so much...Let's see how it goes bah!!!

AJA AJA...

Oh yah~~ and good luck to all those who purchased the 10m Hongbao TOTO..~~!!

Better get mah hands on those housework~

2008-02-19T13:30:00.001+08:00

First of all, I'm glad...i manage to pass thru mah first two papers~~ =))
super happy that i don't have to retake~ and plus it also gave me da motivation to carry on adding oil~...

Jiayou Rose~~ u can do it de...it's tiring, very tiring...but it's only da beginning...

Next thing next...i'm like back to square 1 again..back to everything where it started...*pullin back mahself*

2008-02-17T23:48:00.002+08:00

Why does beautiful weekends had to pass to fast, it's already ending before i even starts to enjoyed~ Arrr.....

Anyway, had gathering yesterday wif mah poly gang, had da same old laughter again and we had fun Eating KFC on da floor~~ Lols, was so nice to meet them up..also thx LG for sending me there, which i was being caught red-handed by sum1sss~ was so paiseh~~

Went church in da morning, and head to vivo fer movies marathon & Shopping~ Bought a few tops in ZARA and also finally SHEDE da buy blusher from MAC. hahaa~ Watch "Jumper" using Movies voucher, and when da show ends, LG was asking me "want to watch another movies", and i was like "on lah~~!"...Haa, so we went up da the box office again and use up mah GOLD Class voucher da watch "KongFu Dunk"...Gold Class=High Class theatre, their seats were even bigger den da business class seats, even got blanket, but i still feel normal seatings is better...Not that worth it fer da money...Once experience is enough though...Lols.

Aft that LG bring me ta find new route da mah school,as da current route was blocked.We made a big round of journey as we went up da wrong road from Vivo, but that mistake was so worth it, and i really believe "everything happens for a reason", because when we reached chinatown there, We were just in time for Fireworks~~!!! SO nice...super amazing~~ if we didn't went da wrong way, we wouldn't catch da fireworks! hahahaa, we were laughing away....

Ar...hhhOOmeee swwweeettt hhhhoooommmeeee..tomolo need da work again` AJA AJA...

Before i forget~ mah dear Gal JAN~~!!! u are going back on thursday le huh, so sorry can't meet u up on tuesday as i'm having class...BUT PLSS TAKE CARE OF URSELF HUH, AND STUFY HARD...will be waiting for u to be back again and remember what i told u in da sms huh~~!! miss ya lots muacks~~

Oh yah, pics as promisedd...

Mahcousin.Grandma.Me

Simlar to da plane i'm taking

In da plane

High up in da sky~

Tis Breakfast is super nice da eat~ haha

BBK Airport~ Reached~

Pinnkkk~~~

A&W~~!!

1St boat ride we sat..

Windyy~~

Da two gals in our tour grp, who keep haunting me everywhere i go...hahaa...

Baby Tiger~~

Ah-Gua showw~

2nd boat ride~ this is really fun, but i've vomited when i came back because too many times of trip is not fun at all~~!!

together wif mah bro and uncle..

Isssittt SHE pretty~~!!! or should i say "HE"???

Played this, and was all wett....but de feeling of being up in da sky was reallll nice~!!

tired me..

super nice sunset~

Our very nice hotel bedroom~~in bangkok~~!!

Going back to Singg....~~~

That's a lot of photos lah~ but..i'm super lazy~ to post...

Lastly, mah valentine's day ~ =)

Mah surprise bouquet of red roses~~

I'm once a happy gal again~~

Time to sleep le~~~~

Love,

2008-02-16T14:38:00.002+08:00

Have not been updating for some times, was so busy ever since i get back from thailand, didn't even get a good rest...i was so tired till i fall sick~ Lols. But luckily got sum rest today...feeling much much better, esp when there's this LG who were constantly scolding me fer falling sick..But can understand that his scolding=dote, so i can feel da sweetness in me.*-*

Anyway, was away to thailand for the CNY period, OMG, can say the weather is damn super hot and burning over there...was being burnt like a roasted pig under the sun for 5 days~~Went for 2 nights bangkok and 2 nights pattaya. To me, it was more like a army training den a tour...ahha, cos we were like practically rushing here and there...and needed to catch da bus and all. Worst of all, is that we need to wake up everyday at 530~~ hahaha, so tired lah~ ...whenever there's chances in da bus, we were all dozing off like pigs...

Most poor thing is mah grandma and grandad...both of them were so tired from walking long distance..even us, their grandchildren were getting legs ache from da walking, can u imagine how tired were they...But den over still enjoyable lOh~ at least i did get a getaway from singapore for some relaxation...~!

Thursdays
were valentines day..early in da morning got a surprise bouquet of flowers from annoymous, at first, had really no idea who sent it over da me...But got suspected a few of mah friends lah~ and eventually found out who da person is, Lols, really thanks so much...it did make my day and i like it a lot..somehow it's mah first time receiving flowers..and such a big bouquet too...

Aft that met up wif LG, to celebrate valentines day..He bought me a papillio sandals which i long wanted to buy but bu she de...Really really elated when i saw that..He always remember what i like, what i don't like and what i had said before...and truly touched by his remembering..Lols~Since there's a story behind for buying slippers to da other party, he collected money from me. Super cute lah he, and i was like laughing away...not being superstitious lah~ but he say with da money of $2 he can rest his mind~ haha...
After dat We went da tiong bahru to catch Ah Long Pte Ltd,and i laugh till mah heads off...damn funni lOls~ thinking back some of da scenes again makes me feel like laughing again....

Anyway, reach home late again..and i'm once a contented and happy gal again...

=))

Going out lataa for some gathering...time to get mah track back on le, i think i've like sidetrack for a long period le~ which i think...i should get back on le...

Pictures..~

Mah thailand tripy~i can tell u i'm super lazy to post da pictures, so random le huh~!

*suddenly feel so laxy..shall post pictures next time~ hahaa..

ciaos

2008-02-01T12:55:00.000+08:00

Okay, i'm here to nag again, firstly to apologise for da constanly nagging~But i really need someplace to express myself, sometimes, after writing, it become a relieve for myself too~

Been super busy this few days, because of month-end closing, We cut-off earlier this month, therefore, i'm like rushing like a mad cow through all the stuff that are coming through, they need all da reports ect ect to be in by certain certain dates, and mostly i had to depend on other countries, because i'm doing AP. that makes it more difficult...

WORST, is that i needed to go for class on tue and wed, supposedly, i need to OT on wed, but i can't, wanted to skip class but mah partner doesn't allow me to..Because of not ot-ing, i can't clear most of my work, and i rush like crazy yesterday..super tired..sometimes i feel the lesson is a burden, the studying is super burden in my job...because there's a lot of "CANNOT" associated with it.

Woke up late today and reach office on time, went to buy a bread and i know i need to rush for my work...When i just sat down and open up my mail, there's a sudden que in front of me table..Lot's of sudden changes and surprise..."roselind, there's changes to this...,roselind there's a change in this...roselind enter this into AP...roselind what's with the accrual....this this that that.." i almost went nuts...didn't even realise that my volume and anger just came across...and i go off saying "my mind is super blank, and i'm going crazy" ...didn't even realise whether did i offended anyone...

Mah whole table is in a mess now, full of papers everything, my interco stuff is everywhere lying ard...i'm in a total mess...

I need time to clear out of this mess now...

I feel so tired this week...somemore still got lesson tomolo from 2-5~ *sigh*...

This has caused so much tiredness in me, other than that...i did something so bad yesterday that i feel so bad today...i'm like a cause in trouble and i just feel so super bad...

How can i be on track again...this time round, i really really really really really feel so tired...

2008-01-30T12:57:00.000+08:00

I'm totally Mooddd-lessss today.....

MONTHEND probably is de number 1 killer, worst still they wanted to cut-off early and i'm like rushing like helll~~~

studies no 2 killer, which doesn't allow me to OT even if i can't finished my work....

ARGHHHHH....

feel so much like screaming at da top of mah voice today!!!!!!!

Feeling soo...
moodlesss
suffocating
totally rubbish
like going back home 2 sleep
like just ARGHHH.....

crazy me.crazy day

2008-01-28T22:46:00.000+08:00

EVEN Though..

I feel super tired with the lack of sleep yesterday::
with all the Unknown blue-black here and there::
Mountain-like workload today::
un-finished work to clear::
Needed to OT to finished my work::

I still feel super super happy today.

Because i'm once a happy gal yesterday =)
Partly was because i completed mah wish yesterday, which were to ride bike at da beach, and able to do some sun-tanning at da beach and just sit there and feel da wind blowing pass me...
I always completed mah wish of sitting my long-lost swing, flying up as high as possible...(even though, i get funny dizziness when i got off the swing)..
And the other part, is that i truly enjoyed~!

Anyway, i'm glad i'm back on track again...

This week gonna be a tough week, with month end drawing near~~

Must add oil and get thru this week...OooOoo...And i'm flying off next week. Times do flies huh...

Time to get some sleep~

Love,
Roselind

2008-01-26T20:08:00.000+08:00

Can you imagine i went all da way to Serangoon gardens just for a hair treatment?!>Mah gal was asking me whether did i ate the wrong medicine that day when i said OK!, Thinking twice, maybe i did lar~ but once in a while is alright for me...

Most Importanly is that we did met up mah~ RIGHT??hahaa..We really need to meet up wif da rest le, it's been some time. SO gals, pull out your schedules and lets' fixed a time alright??

Back to mah hair treatment topic...Spend money again, but it was worth it~ Esp da super cooling Scalp Treatment which makes mah hair feeel super nice, as if i just shave bald~~! hahaha..that's really all that i needed aft a long day at work.

Considering da treatment is not that bad after all, hair feel a bit smooth, but considering da distance~~ faint~~~~

Mah gal, dye her hair, and she feel more den satifactory~! Pretty pretty le, and all ready for new year hor~! hahaa..

Feeling a bit low today, due to certain things, wish i could get back on track again, mostly perhaps due to da reason of having too many days of late night...terrible...

I'm a naughty gal today...and i wan to be a happy gal tomolo...*sigh*

While waiting fer mah gal for her hair to be done, i....
Snap snap snap...hahaha

Aft Treatment~~!

Me N Mah Gal~ aft pampering Session~!

I think i should take a nap~

yawn

2008-01-25T14:14:00.000+08:00

Have Been sleep conservatively at 1230 for 3 dayss~~!and waking up at 615 to work..

SUPER TIRED....

I had a super high-up hill tray which cannot be cleared! SIMPLY NO TIME~~!!
Millons of invoices un-vouched~
Un-solved Intercompany stuff~
Super Sleepy~

And most Importanly..~ it's FRIDAY~!!! and so...

Let's add oil on Monday den~! hahaha....

2008-01-21T00:11:00.001+08:00

Had a super blastful and enjoyable week~!
Coping with work and Studies from Monday to Wednesday...
Crazy night with my dear gal on Thursday..
Shopping Crazy on Friday,super happy, long time i never went for shopping and bought so much things that i wanted to buy~! Didn't feel the pain in my pocket, because it really seems times since i ever bought that much of items. Haaa...

On saturday, i did some meaningful things, like cleaning up my messy wardrobe, helping out with the housechores and cleaning up my room...LOLS. After that went out da suntec da get mah luggage and ate tony romas for the 2nd time, it's simply delicious~! and this time round, we become cleverer by sharing some of the main course because the serving were too large..~

Ceaser Salad, But i still prefer House Salad~!

Mah Rum Cherryy~!

As famous~! Ribs, Do order the babyribs instead of this-which i forgot what it's called, because the babyribs i feel it's much nicer~!

Sirlon Steakk~!

Our Super Sweet Dessert~!

=))Happy Gal

Went church in da morning today, and went vivo da catch La Grand Chef~! I can say it's a humour/touching/memorable show~! thumps up~ really sob when they scarifice the cow, if it's me, i can't really bear to kill it. Filled with tears just now..*-*
After that, went sentosa da catch "songs of the sea", this time round watch fountain must pay for the entrance already~! it's $6 per person. But still worth it arh, it's nice~ a bit different from last time.

oscar the fIsshhiee~!

Me and da Merlion~!...

Im once a happy gal again today~~!

BUT, i didn't touched my books at all for this two weeks, which is bad enough~! .. must do something about it le...

Nightie~!

2008-01-07T21:42:00.000+08:00

Resting for almost 1 months, without touching books and free from going to lesson, i feel that life is super nice~! ....

ARGH, NIGHTMARRE IS BACK. i'm starting class tomorrow and continued for another 6 months. The thought of goign back to school is killing me. BUT, no matter what it is, it's for my own good ,and now....i had a different mindset, i move forward also for different views. NO MATTER WHAT, never give up~~!

It's really tough working and studying the same time, esp when ur work starts so early in da morning on 7.30am. The next day after lesson, When i reached office early in the morning,my eyes is so heavy that i just lie down on the table and sleep. The feeling is unbearable. MOST IMPT thing is that ACCA IS the most er xin edcuation that i've ever been through, argh, the thought of everything makes me creeps.

Was suppose to go back at 448 today, but was being road blocked. HAA, as in right in front of my office door lar, blocked becos they need to last min change the figure from the M sales and it will affect my figures...and bla bla bla. I WAS super blur when she road blocked me, and i need to stay till 648.

I love the way my life is going now, and i don't even dare or don't want to think what going to happen in the future, becos i realise that don't look forward to things that much, as the more that you forsee that kind of future, the more it turn out otherwise.

I don't want to look, neither do i want to think how long do i need still to complete my studies....

Right now, i just want to live each day as it goes by, know more friends along the way...and den most imptly !

be myself =)

2008-01-03T21:21:00.000+08:00

Welcoming the new year of 2008~~! it's been so long since i've updated. Well, too many things have happen around me, and i'm like handling each and everyone of it carefully and using almost up my energy...BUT i'm so glad that 2008 came by, and i can start my life all over again...

I FEEL so myself and that happiness in me. No matter what happen in the past are all memories, and no matter what happens in the future, i don't even dare to think it, just let everything comes by, and if it was meant to be, it will meant to be.

I can say, 2007 is over...and 2008 is the year where im going to be myself~!

MAYBE to me, 2008 isn't starting in a very good way, but at least i had the feeling tomolo will be a better and happy day!

Super busy nowadays, with year-end closing~! why didn't our lecturer in poly mentioned that while u are in accounting line, NO half-day for u on new-year eve, have to OT like crazy during december where it's the month with lots of holidays, and that you have to come back on saturdays, rushing like crazy from like 930 to 800pm...IM super super tired with rushing the year-end closing...the whole department is like walking ZOMBIES....haha, everyone is so tired and drained-out. schedules to submit, deadlines to catch, auditors coming...bla bla..wah, it's really my first experience and also MY most tired experience....I think everyone will be having a long rest in Feb, where everything have been submitted ... ME too~!

Movies i catch recently would be Alvin and the Chipmunks and AVP2, the 1st i've mentioned is nice but not the 2nd one. I feel AVP1 is better~~! Lols. But really happy and feel loved that i had some really precious friends around me, whom u all know who u are, who will accompany me to shopping, movies ect. Really happy~ i love u alll...muacks~!

Some out-dated photos which i've kept in my office PC for so long:: That marks the end of 2007.

December 2007 Christmas, we had our dept present exchange session~!

we eat till half-way den we realise we forgot to take pics.haa, then we put every decorations back on the cake again..~ haa

Me and Joannee~~

Gatheringg~ ready for exchange..in this pic, it looks like a simple gather, but u know, that day we make damn lot noise, i thought we gonna get summons soon~~! hahaha..

*Finance not only calculative but super loud and talkative de...

My lovely colleagues~~

this pic cannot be seen clearly, but it's one of the events that i attended sometimes ago,it's an all gals event...

This is even worst, i looked super ugly, hahaa..it's my first day at work, taken at crystal jade, i don't even dare to move~! hahaha.

Im feeling a bit tired already..nowadays keep on feel like sleeping...ahhaa..

Update sometimes laters~

Love.

2007-12-23T22:37:00.000+08:00

SO TIRED. D&D was okay arh, a lot of people dressed up nicely and beautifully for this one year off events. The food was nice, ambience was nice, but was somewhere bored in between, but the boredness was covered up by the funny act on the stage. Overall, okay~ had more fun in finding people to take photos. hahaha..

Some of the many photos taken:

Went to cElebrate Hong Kiat's 21st birthday today... OMG, had a blast full of laughter and fun... Happy birthday buddy~

Went to church alone today, didn't receive the communion because of the vodka i drank...hahahaha...

am i still finding back myself? i think soo...

2007-12-22T15:20:00.000+08:00

I'm back...been missing for a super long time due to examinations...~~!

Conclusion?? ACCA IS REALLY HARDDD~~~ FAINTED...i'm not sure whether am i going to pass it or not, but~ i had to carry on...if fail, had to re-take it den...no choice...jiayou jiayou...

I got not much updates, will be going for my company D&D later on..hope it will be fun, actully super reluctant to go , but i was forced to place my name in it~!-_-

some serious update is... my life is super complicated nowadays~ and it's all my fault, i made it this way..and it's all super messy ard..i feel im like going crazy sooner or later..and i feel that i'm not being myself anymore...

Im still trying hard to find back my soul...

2007-11-24T11:15:00.001+08:00

Better Blog before i can't, i'm going to disappear from blogs for a time being, as someone is confiscating my wires. Haa, so poor thing hav to resort to these, so that i'm able to get mah butt down on the chair to study..

It's WEEEKENDS again~~~ took half day yst, supposedly to mug on mah books, but i've run out of sticky glue for mah butt, therefore, it got so itchy that it got running ard in da hse. didn't managed to do a lot, i HATE half-day, wasted.

Half-day is always so rush for me, because basically we're trying to do full-day work stuff in half of the day, therefore, was like running ard crazily.

Anyway, Need to scarifice mah three precious weekends, as MAH exams are really really drawing near..! but i just can't seems to set mah mind on it.

I got so bored while studying, dat i start snappin here and there.

Mah super thick notes and messy table.

Feelin super bored, messy and tired...

Haaa...

Jun/Can went over da jan's place, Feel like going too...JAN aft exams okay?

PERHAPS, a movie on a sunday won't kill that much aftall huh..

Lols..

2007-11-21T19:26:00.000+08:00

I've been so busy for the past few days till i had terrible headache today..Super Tired to even looked at my books now, partly becos I'm getting lazy already.

Anyway, had a happening weekends+Monday,Let me had a short & sweet but filled with pictures update~

Mah weekends were splashed with fun+fun+more fun~ It's been so long since Buddies had a gathering.As JAN was finally back from Australia,we had this long awaited gathering and celebrated her belated 21st birthday

We met at vivo for some chitchat sesson...

And then we head up to Mount Faber at "The Jewel Box" for our Dinner, the scenery uphill were simply nice and cooling, it's at the same time romantic for couples and a happy gathering for friends.

We ordered our food, and overall, i feel the food was alright, esp JAN'S Rib-eyes steak, super tendering...if you ever want to visit the JEWEL BOX, it would be a must try!

While we were eating...they had sudden snow sprinkles at the side of the rooff..was so romanctic and nice and our mood were being lifted along with it too.

There are singers in the middle of the restaurant entertaining the guest, and JAN were super surprised when those singers suddenly went saying "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JANICE"..hehe..and came along after the sentence were the lovely cake that we bought for JAN, with the staff-singing happy birthday song for her.

Every action came as a surprise for her and she was elated.The cake was from "The patissier" and it was delicious.
Aft we had our full, we went off to take the free cable car ride..
just before we sat the cable car, we saw snow again at the entrance~~the four of us suddenly were like turning back into 5 yrs old kid,as we were so excited and happy upon seeing the snow.

Actually they were preparing for Christmas.
We went into the cable car and have our fun in there again...it's been times since the four of us sat in a cable car so you could expect some screaming coming from our car.

Aft that We head to Clarke Quay to indochine for some drink, and i pass by this "Clinic" Bar,it was super cute and unique as the bar was in a theme of hospital, they use wheelchairs as their sitting chairs and the surgery lights for their lighting, really would like to try that bar& Restaurant the next time.

We head to dbl0 for some more drink and clubbing, and it's been so long since i went into clubs, didn't use to like club last time while i was in school, but doesn't know why this time round, i actually feel happy stepping in. At that moment of dancing along with the music, i feel the relief of work & study stress in me. Haa, maybe becos the whole day were already packed with fun and laughter, therefore i felt even happier.We did saw some digusting sights* Super disgusted. It's RA to mentioned it in blogs, but one IMPT NOTE: LADIES, drink as you wish, but please be careful of getting drunk in clubs, BECOS nasty things happens.
Anyway, i reached hm at 4am on that day, and i was damn surprised that my all-along super strict parents didn't even ask me anything ~~ Lols..

Another point of thought, i manage to clear my heart and put something away inside of me which has been there for a very long time. I decided to open up and accept in everyway..And i realise that i didn't hav that detest or wall blocking inside of me anymore..maybe that's one of the reason why i feel extremely happy on that day.

It reminds me of all the fun we used to have last time..it would even be greater if we could have buddies 6 gatherings.

That's us...years ago..=)

Anyway, i got rid of monday blues by attending company event at OCC. It was a whole co event thingy so everyone in the co attended. CAN YOU IMAGINE 700 employees in a country club? HAA..my co had grown so much bigger compared to last time. We were separated into 22 groups with 29 people per groups. AND my grp had only 3 females -_-.. can't be blame..we were male dominated..

We had fun, interesting games-grpdiscussion-awards presentation and speeches..and it was a meaningful event for me. Getting to know more and more people. Came to a conclusion that Most FMC people were super friendly.. hehe..

I was in the "BRAZIL" team and we won two prizes~one of it was with the help of this model that our grp build.

I had so much fun&laughter that day..and that explains why i've been so busy the past few days, becos many things were undone..

I'm actually feeling scared inside of me too..because exams date are drawing near and i haven actually finished studying yet. HAAA..

WISH ME LUCK DEN.

Anyway, i had a really super long post today..

Gonna catch my dinner and do a bit of mugging and dreamland here i come.

Love,
Roselind

2007-11-17T12:10:00.001+08:00

Im Feeling so so so tired nowadays, the reason must be because i'm squeezing out so much of my brain juice this few weeks..But i have no choice, my brain needs to be constanly working for almost 12 hours, as i don't have time for everything. I need it to supply me with energy for my work period, from 730 to 500 and den i need it to support me in mugging for my exams from 700 to 1000. I so shag and dead nowadays, and i realise that even though i slept at 1030 everyday, my eyes still can't even open fully everyday...

ARGH...When can i have a good rest?? If you all think that after exams will be the appropriate time, let me tell you IT'S way impossible..because it's year end...and it's yr end closing...OMG, looking at the amount of task i must finished for year end, it's way killing meeeee..sometimes, i ponder why must i be in the accounting line, and now, i moving even forward to accounting...GOSH.

Ah, forget about all the babbering and complaining. No matter, how much i complain and complain, i still had to finsihed all the task and obligations. HAA. sometimes, i wish my life were more happening.

Nevertheless, i fulfilled my another wish today, which is meeting up with my buddy JAN as well as the rest of the buddies, it's been ancient since we had a good gathering...Meeting them later, hope at least i got a good break...

Random Pics:

Can.Jun.Me... i feel my eyes are like closing, i feel so tired too on that day. HAA.

We bought a super+ Ex cake..this pc alone cost 7.45..hahaa

I bought Snow bear for Dry cleaning, and they didn't disappoint me! he came back looking sparkling white, like the 1st time i had him..Haa..so No more complaints of him being so dirty anymore :)

Bought a new top at Bugis wif jun/can. Love the top!

Anyway, uploaded jay's new song "Wo bu Pei", i love this songs most out of the other songs in the new album. Haa...

Actually was thinking of going his concert this time round, but it's all sold out, Can't even "think", cos it's way too popular...Must take note next time round.

Gals outin lataa on..

Better do some mugging first and out i GO!

2007-11-05T21:30:00.000+08:00

Thanks for all who has been a part of celebrating my birthday and not those who can't, your birthday call, sms has been so much for me!!!

BIG HUGS AND THANK YOU!!

I truly did enjoy myself, even though a lot of bad things happen before my birthday..all those things happen really lead me to become even stronger...

Holding a party was never easy and entertaining your guest was even more harder den i thought, so sorry if i wasn't entertaining you all enough.

My legs almost break after the party, esp running up and down the stairs. Next time choose chalet, better choose 1 storey de..haha..

Overall, i enjoyed and i like the chalet a lot..basically it's clean, spacious, and nice scenery...Aeroplane are flying pass every now and den too...your mood just gets lifted up whenever they flew pass...

BUT still, my heart doesn't change regarding one decision..it's good to just rest from certain things..i've been like bearing it for so long, telling myself it will worked out, but thinking back..it got even worst...and now, i can't really tell, whether can i make it or not...

I'm not myself anymore, the explosion is too huge to catch, and now leaving me alone all torn into pieces..

i need to be alone for a moment or two..

Lazy to upload all the photos...therefore, pls enter my album to view every photos..

Nightie..

Love,
Roselind

Thanks for all the wonderful pressie..i like it a lot

I'm so touched by my colleague that they deliver this to me. Flowers,bears and marshmallow..This is the 1st time i've received delivered flowers in my entire life=))

How i wish i could fly...

"Way back into love"
All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!
Oooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooh Ooooooooh. Ooooooooh

2007-11-03T11:02:00.000+08:00

today's is de day where i turn 21st..a day which i've always been looking forward to when i was 18...

This particular day seems so happy on the surface yet deep down, it's IDIOTICALLY STUPID......

IM REALLY SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FFFFFFFFFFFFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDDD UUUUUUUPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP....

superdooper upset, disappointed and superrrrr wish i was no longer here....

im not going to bear with it anymore...

and i am not going to not tolerate anymore, neither do i want to find chances anymore...

it's probably the first time u see someone getting so agitated on their big day..and here is how im feeling here...

super idiottt...argghhhhhhhhhh....my 21st is really not gooddd.... and it's really horrible...how i wish i can just wrap up in the blanket and sleep till tomolooo....

IM FAINTING...

JUST PULL THRU TODAY, I CAN DO IT DE...SMILE ROSELIND. AJA.

AFT TODAY, I WON'T BE DE SAME ANYMORE.

2007-10-28T00:40:00.000+08:00

I've received mah first eva birthday pressie..one is frm mah colleague, the other is from mah company..

Lols, the second one not really lah, it's just that it happens near to my birthday that it seems to be mah pressie..

mah lovely colleagues bought me a super pink glitter watch from Guess, was so surprised that they know i like glittering stuff~ OMG so obvious meh??

The second wan is that i got to change a new computer in my office~ so happy u know, i was like complaining the 15 LCD screen being too small and how straining it is for my eyes and my complains works~ i changed a new wan and now OMG, it's wide 19 LCD screen, but den the bad point is that it's in a rectangle 19 Size and not square type...which is kinda weird and expanded.. ahhahaa..but betta den nothing lah...

This year birthday is not easy for me..i'm going to have a tedious week before my birthday celebration...with make up lesson on mon-wed, stock-taking in the company on tuesday, closing rush on wed and thu, which means i have to OT on thursday as the report has to be submitted on Friday..OH man, im dropping dead..so many things to do...

Planning a party ain't easy u know, from chalet to food to people to cake to everything is all planned by myself and all im doing it all alone..it tough, and i can say that, never would i wan to do it again...haix.

Please don scold me, if im a bad host...

I donno this party is a joy for me or a torture for me, i always wonder why must i decide on holdin one in the first place, and always regretted it many times, but since i started it off, i need to complete it..that's why i hang on till now.

I'm all alone for a lots of things, and i always sob becos sometimes, there's no lending hand and ppl don't always understand many things which others are going thru...

i just hope everything goes well, and lets just go thru this party once and for all.....

Oh yah, that day when i was goin to school, i saw this car which automactically becomes my dream car...oMG..so cool...

As i had said, it's my DREAM car, so i'm only able to have it in my dream, BTW, it's Alfa Romeo spider, so i confirm won be able to afford it in my life~

Super classy huh...LoLs..*drools*

Just reach home after attending ling party at changi..lOls..so tired..

Need some beauty sleep..so that i can fight the war next week..

HeEEe..

Love,

2007-10-17T20:47:00.000+08:00

i attended mah long lost chuch mates son's 1st badae( Name: Evan) on last saturday at the singapore swimming club...don't misunderstood huh, they are all older den me by i think 1 cycle. Just in case you wonder why so young have kids.

Lols..the club got super nice scenery...

Just as it's name "swimming club", their swimming pools are super big and nice~ Lols. So indulge in their swimming pool, the one above is just the smaller version de. i'm too lazy to upload so many photos....

And here comes EVAN'S(The birthday boy) with his Pretty Mommy-Pamela.

Saw the Poster beside them, that's shown in the carpark lift, at first, i was telling baobao, this club even show "Evan's almighty" in multipurpose room 3. Den i was taking out my wriiten note which would show me which room should i go to for the party, and i saw "multipurpose room 3" and i was like "HUH??!!" , by the second look at the poster, i saw "EVAN'S ALMIGHTY 1ST BIRTHDAY PARTY", den i was like laughing to myself...so adorablee~~

Hee...

The room was decorated with lots of Helium Balloons..so nice and pretty, it was occupied with a lots of kiddies too..hahaa..cos it was meant to be a kid party lah.

Adorable Kidddies taking photos

He was so happy when he saw somethingg..~~~

What's that??

His adorable and super nice birthday cakiee~~~

Lols..he is so fortunate huh..when we were young, when did we ever get such a big cake for our birthday? Lols...

Happy 1st birthday Evan boy~

i feel i attended a lot of birthday party this year, be it...21st party, 1st bithday party and even my mom's 40+ birthday party... wahahha...no wonder i am getting rounder and burning holes in my pocket this year..

Lols...

OHHHHH AND BY THE WAY..."ROMANTIC PRINCESS" is already start airing in taiwan..super duber nice, actualli been out a long time lah, but den i haven got a chance to announce it..Lols...

Well, do catch it at you know where it is...

Nice nice niceee...thumps up~

Dreaming away of princee!

2007-10-10T21:10:00.000+08:00

Went fer Run with mah fellow colleague at the stadium today after work, intially was veri reluctant, becos basically running is a tedious exercise for me, i always seem out of breathe on my halfway through and sometime even get nose bleed aft the run. DON't ask me why, it just happens. This time round, no Choice, my name was inside somehow and overall, quite satisfied with the run , as at least i run 3 rounds non-stop. May be little to you but a lot to me, i think my last run were During Secondary days. Haaa...

Being young in the office has it disadvantages, everytime your name will be entered into all the activities that is going on w/o u even know what's happening. Doonoeee whyy......Lols.

Hows my day? Same as usual, busy busy busy busy is the word...balancing my time in everything, from studies-work-family-friendship-relationship.Practically no time for myself. Starts to wonder, is it more impt to live for yourself or for others?

I over-exhausted myself last week, with not enuff sleep, O-T, studying, tutorial on my weekends. Almost Crash and tumble over, luckily i didn't and i manage to recover. Hiew~~ lesson learn, sleep is very impt..esp with so many things you needed to cope with.

Some photos to brighten my blog.

KC 21st Badae@ Chevrons

Squeezy Squeeze

Look at my renovated Scotchtape holder~~~

i did have new wan offer to me, but den i still prefer the old one, because it's more smooth rolling, but it superuber ugly and dirty, and i decide to renovate it, so that i won't feel that bored when looking at it as im working =)

Lots of things coming up for me too::

-pam baby birthday
-my two sisters birthday =)
-my best bud comin backkk =)
-EXXXXAMMMMM...shitt.. =((
-divalism Birthday----- LOLS.
-Yr end closing.

SIMPLY no time, no time no timeee...i truly understand what is meant by" Time is precious"

So tired..have to rest le..
* oh yah, and one more things, im so glad i completed my course of medi..PRAYSSSSS..hard nothing goes wrong, loads of money de huh. must take good care from now on le...=)

Blog someday laters.

Love,

2007-09-30T16:14:00.000+08:00

Mah cousin left us yesterday, back to her own life & family.

My Responsibilities added more and more w/o her being ard..its' tough, real tough sometime to handle so many things.

It's strange that im not feeling a bit of tired with so many things that i needed to do and think.That's becos i feel it's my reponsibility.

I finally reliase that in everything that i want to do, i had to be dependent on myself. Don't depend on others so much, as in the end, once you lose the person that you are depending on, you will shatter into pieces, not knowing what to do next.

So i'm trying.

2007-09-20T18:23:00.000+08:00

DESTRESS DESTRESS DESTRESSS

i've slept for more than 8 hours yst, and yet my energy is drowned by a long pending issuessss....woooorrrrkkkkk can be such a horrible things when you encounter Four Situation:

(1) people try evey possible way to push things around - result ? Dizzy
(2) People talk so cheerfully regarding gossip/entertainment/ects. When it come to work? - COLD respond received - Result? Got Question but no Answer in return.
(3) No body one to claim posession of the things that they started off. - Result? All park in Finance Depart.
(4) Always landed at the wrong lane, in the lane where it wasn't where you started off, but since u landed on their lane, you had to help them to clean up the mess that they left behind - Result? START CHASING PPL ARD....

Really realise why they say studying is better....WOrk is so so killing me.

Im so sick oF HK now... Ergh....

Destresssss....

Everytime when i feel all the stress over me, there's only one thing i like to do. EAT!

Food that have already savoured by me and my 3jie-mei...

Fountain, representin diff each of us.

2007-09-15T19:24:00.000+08:00

Went KBOX in da morning with Junnie and Kai, seems like YEARS since i step into KTV. i don't hav da habit of singing into the mic lah. Don't ask me why, but at least i sing today huh...Improvements.

Mah face are getting ROUNDER and Rounder. Esppppp in all da photos taken today..argh, must be all the mooncakes that i've gobble down into my stomach,
Must stop eating liao, BUT den i just bought East ocean mooncakes at lot1 today, so let that be the last mooncake lah. Haa..

Mommy and daddy went out, left me and Computer Brother alone at home, so fast the night have reached, and there goes mah saturday...hais, tomolo i still have tutorial..So, there goes my Sundays too, ARGH. No fun.

Im super naughty this week, as i didn't touched my books at all, usually i do it every week. Getting lazierrrr....better wake up soon. Next week~

Watch this new korean drama,

WITCH AMUSEMENT / WITCH YOU HEE

It's niceee.... Lols...

Love, Roselind.

2007-09-13T19:23:00.000+08:00

I think im over feeding mahself with too much Mooncakes. Im like a moon-cake tester this year. Happy yet bloated. All thanks to the vendor of mah companies~~`...

So many different brands and we are not spoilt for choices, because we get to eat ALL~~

Jumbo seafood, Raffles Hotel, Bangawan , Lavender, Regent Hotel, Shangri La, Hilton, Swensens, Crystal Jade..

This are the brand that i've already gobble it into my stomach, OMG, mooncake festival haven't even reached yet.

And worst, there are more to come....

Well, been busy with work, school, work school. Just like that...Can say only 5% of time left for me to have entertainment~ boring? YAH! VERY. but there's nothing i can do about it. But at least, there's something that makes me happy recently~

LET me wait for another 3 years(if possible) for me to complete my studies..~~~ and FREEDDDOOOMMMM~~~~~

lOls...

i miss hanging out..

2007-08-30T13:35:00.000+08:00

I'm so looking forward to this upcoming new taiwan drama...

"Romantic Princess" staring Angela Chang and Wu Zun~

Similar to Princess Hours...

*Sometimes, i'm so tired wif da job im doing..hai~ will have da thought of giving up, veri hard sometimes with certain things...

Ciaos.

2007-08-23T15:04:00.000+08:00

I simply hate Doing Budgets, getting all the neck aches, brain dead & entangle wire ard my head. That's simply the reason why i choose to do Accounts payable rather den cost accounting. And now, i have to do budgets~~ i do till im feeling so giddy...

Anyway, i was being depressed with some issues some time ago* but luckily it's all solved and over now. Really touched with my Mommi & Daddi who gave me extreme support, if not, i've already fallen.

School is fine, having progress test next week, which is like CA(IN POLY)? and OMG, this CA comprise of 6-7 chapters. Which another OMG, i had no idea where to start.
Lols.

Looking forward to weekends, movies, NO SHOPPING & Entertainments....

Times flies, it's 5 months at work alreadi...

Love.

2007-08-10T09:10:00.000+08:00

IM FEELING....

a little bit of tired, sick, un-energectic, depress,stuffy, irritated, angry, upset,emptiness, loneliness,heart-broken,disappointed, mixed, puzzled, un-determined,confused....all kind of mixed feelings...

im not continuing from this point onwards...

the emptiness is unbearable...

2007-07-28T17:22:00.001+08:00

July is coming to an end. So fast...seeing my colleague taking their increment letter makes me so Envy! *drools* they are so happy that their smile are reaching their cheeks.Lols.

Anyway, stayed at home the whole day today as baobao are on DUTY. Lols, study a bit of my LAW and played The sims, Seasons is so fun, got snow, rain and lots of fun stuff. But i don't get the chance to play continously like i does in POLYTECHNIC. SIMPLY no time.

Shopping daes tomolo..going to catch THE SIMPSONS MOVIE tomorrow, hope it's nice.

My nerves connecting my neck and shoulder is killing me, perhaps due to the long hours siiting in front of the com? THere is a bump and its' kinda of swollen. Had to do massage massage to it.

Er, actually nothing much to post. Life is boring nowadays.

I've encounter so many things nowadays regarding work...Leaving me with many many many deep thoughts...really, sometimes i better keep my mouth shut in the office, it's not good to join in conflict/gossip about other ppl. Remenber! office politics is NO FUN. esp when i am new to the office, and the others have known each other for 10 over years. We don't understand them, but they do. So sometimes, we doesn't even know whether we have offended them. We can't afford to offend anyone, if you want to have peace while you are working.

Lols.

Just be happy-go-lucky but not too much.

Sometimes, i prefer talking to people who newly join the company rather than those who have stayed there for tons of years. Because it's much more better to get along and you don't feel left out.

But im consider lucky, because my office are a place with loads of laughter and fun. Furthermore, there's loads of nice ppl ard..=)

I need to go my grandma hse le...

blog laters.

Love

2007-07-18T18:54:00.000+08:00

Pics to upload.

Mom's Birthday...

Love.

2007-07-18T16:20:00.000+08:00

Knocking off in 20 minutes time.. So tired. eyes almost closed.

i felt something true & vulnerable in my heart today; which is

Sometimes, words said by people are not to be trusted, neither can they be taken for real. As people doesn't always say things truly from their heart: Meaning, out of 100 percent, 80% of what they say are just words which happens at that pt of time.

I've been haunted with a particular for years. Sometimes i felt postitive with it and yet most of the time negative. I just didn't let go, because i can't, due to certain circumstances. Soemtimes, when im about to let go, things come up in another way, surprising me all along.

Most of the time i can't let go, is because of surroundings, what others are doing. And if they are all doing the same, and i don't, im the outercase.

It's difficult for me...veri hard. Because, i just can't seem to noe how to let go.

But most of the time,i'm having mixed feeling regarding this,and im beginning to feel irritated.

I need to make a decision. w/o caring circumstances ard me..

yes i do.

and i will.

2007-07-14T14:43:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, i was talking about wanting some RETAIL therapy!

And my wish came true!! i immediately bought many clothes in one shot without even stepping out of my house..

Oh man, so happy till my smile are reaching my cheeks =))))

Thanks to my mom friends sister, who is an clothes agent. Haa, she goes from home to home to sell clothes, its so convenient, because you can try it at home, and as much as you can! Lols. And btw, all her clothes are imported either from HK and Korea. So that's make me even more happy lala.

Okay, im too happy till i go mad.

TADAH...

Her clothes are not that bad in design, but some of the QUality..erm maybe not that good lah. It depends, Price varies in Quality, the more exp the more Quality it is.

interested?

Look for Gwen Teo at 91886889...

OH YAH.

HAPPY BITHDAY TO MUMMI....

love.

2007-07-13T17:53:00.000+08:00

I'm still hanging on.. grabbing hold of a very still metal bar, to avoid from falling onto the ground. Tue and Wed is my worst day of all. I get seriously bad headache on Tuesday, and it's killing me like crazy.

Taking a module continously on mon and Tue is no fun& simple at all.

I'm glad i had all the essential strength to carry on..And im feeling all good + super energectic today! HAA.

I've watch "My wife is a gangster 3" last saturdays..and OMG its such a super super hilarious movie. Every one in the cinema laugh like crazy. Go for it, if you are looking for many diff way to relieve stress. This will be the right solution. =))

I really love transformers, will hope to watch it again! haha.. OMG, im actually in love with a robot.

Kinda book this weekend, beacause of my mother's birthday. She is even more IN than i am. As she is holding her birthday party in a function room. Lols..Will be busy helping her out this saturdays..

I NEED SOME RETAIL THERAPY....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh yah,

Celebrated saddy belated birthday last friday! We had too many girlys talks.
Saad, meet up again !!!

Last but not least,

Happy 47 months to us!!

Love,

2007-07-04T19:18:00.000+08:00

Im so Tired. My eyes are half-closed all the time. HAA.

Well, My life seems more interesting now...

ontop of my 7.30 to 5.00 routine, i had classes on now from 6.45 to 10.15 on every mon & Tue. Badminton with my colleague on Wed, Aerobics on Thursday. Lols. Further to the extend, I'm going to add on 2 tutorials for my module on 4 hours each for SAT & SUN.

Im going to be using my brain cells like mad nowadays. Haa....

Guess what, i almost go crazy on Tuesday closing.
I thought i had already done everything and finally i got my figures all set. And on the last minute, my colleague which are doing the other division say her figures isn't that much. Which means the figures that i have doesn't matches her.
Because she was busi with other things, she just throw me to an conclusion which is, determining her's is the right figures. So, i have to find out what's goes wrong all by myself.

And i tell u , it wasn't easy..esp when all the entries are not done by me! I'm finding out ppl mistakes, which is OMG. Crazy...!!!! i've looked at the same thing from 9.00am to 1.30pm. I'm so drained out after that...totally drained, i went round and round the office to find clues, just like a dectective. OMG, i almost feel liek throwing it aside and surrender. My the other colleague had already handed in hers and im all alone. THANK GOD , cos he send me an angel, who is also one of my colleague, who help me to figure out what's wrong and correct the wrong entries....! if not, im fainting...

It isn't easy, doing accounting, studying accounting...well, basically nothing is easy..but since i choose(or i've no choice) this route..i had to carry on..if not, i will be stuck foreva.

Living a life isn't easy...there's a lot of hardwork and effort to put in. Everything is not like before when you're still dependable on your parents.

Well, JIAYOU i must say...for i must truly bear with it...

Love,

2007-06-28T20:29:00.000+08:00

When i was walking alone down the streets, heading towards home today.

I reflected against the days that i've pass day by day. I suddenly feel that my life is like a formulation of many photocopied papers. They are all similar in terms of people, postition and items.

The same timing everyday
6:10am, arise from sleep-dailyrountine
6.50am, rushed down-praying that the bus won't desert me
7.00am, bus come-boared the bus, everyone is sitting at the same position.So do i.
7.10am, Reached company-took out my namecard,went it to my seats
7.15am, Have breakfast with my colleague-CREAM BREAD again and again
7.30am, Bells rang-Start work
WORK WORK WORK.....
11.30am, stomach growls-even my stomach growls at the same time everyday(Seriously)
12.15pm, LUNCH TIME-CHAI FAN AGAIN, same people everywhere.
EAT EAT EAT.
12.45pm, head back to office-sometimes chat, sometimes work
WORK WORK WORK again....
4.48pm, catch bus-same people again.
5.15pm, Walk home-I will always see a taxi at the same spot cleaning his car
* Of course in between all these are toilets breaks, but uhhem. The toilets are damn near....

Its' just like photocopied papers filed in my dairy. There may be somtimes interesting things happen along the way. But basically everthing is just the same. Working life is really different from schools. And you are now handling adults, not someone whose age are similar to yours.

Now i know why they say schools are better...

Ah, Human beings are so bored huh. Esp working adults.

Looking forward in seeking more entertainment...

Loves.

2007-06-16T14:09:00.000+08:00

Yay. IT's saturday!! I feel that week by week pass very fast. So fast it's going to reach June closing already, OH man, Nightmares is reaching towards me again...

I have one colleague who resigned after working for 11 years. 11! can you imagine how long it is ?? Its kinda pity that she's leaving though.

Anyway, i've just watched finished this two drama.

Xing Ping guo le yuan (the lengend of the star apple)

Staring..

Mingdao and Zhang Xin yu

The Man in the Vineyard,

Staring...

Yoon Eun Hye and Oh mun Suk

Comparing this two drama, man in the vineyard is nicer to watch. It's very comedy and romance. Haa. thumbs up!

I wanna catch fantastic 4 this weekend.

Btw, when i was watching prince's first love, i noticed that this gal, which is the lead actress, Sung Yu Ri... is damn pretty. heee...

Pretty babe mah?...In the show, she is also very pretty too..Lols.

Brother's birthday dinner today.. Gotta Run.

Love.

2007-06-14T18:03:00.000+08:00

DON'T worry about me.. im fine and everything is fine now..*smile. After some talk, all is back to normal. All is finally cleared. And plus, we try even harder now. Really glad and happy, it just seems like nothing has happen. And i hope that it remains the same. Thanks Jun for talkin to me and being there too. I love u gal =)

I Finally watched my shrek3 and it's super nice and cute. Love it, went for belated badae dinner at kushinbo! In case, you haven't heard of it. It's a japanese buffet! And OMG, really loads of food to eat. Sashimi, Sushi, Teppanyaki, Japanese snack,Desserts and MANY kinds of drinks for you to choose on. Just, Really a lot. And its all free flow. I can say that you must be a very big eater to really eat all these. Me and baobao really had our full and it makes me so scared of sushi for a couple of days.

Just a bit of what we ate.

Cha soba and all the items you usually ate at sushi rest.

created by me! haa

This is served when you heard a dong dong bell! hahaa..and everione will rush to que for it though.Must Grab fast, or else it will be gone...

Crabbie, the both of us is wasted becos we don't eat much of this.

Dessets....theres' many more you know, but my stomach couldn't fit all in anymore..

Nice blue blue background.

Sweetie

Ah..its' finally thursday and tomolo will be the last day of work! Yippie. I just simply love saturdays and sundays. HeEeeEeEeeee...

Work is fine, full of the usual thingss..my school start date is drawing near le wor..Kinda scared, because i donno how will i be able to cope, and how does the process work for me. Jiayou !

Moving forward,

Love.

2007-06-09T16:06:00.000+08:00

im staying at home. wasting away mah weekend...nobody is there to accompany me. im all alone in this small crampy room. It is comfy at times, but at times, it is a really crampy room to me. And im like suffocating.

Im feel all lonely thesse days, HE wasn't there for me at all times. Its' not a sensitive feeling, not that kind of normal gal "six sense". But things have changed. And mostly, it wasn't being noticed.

When time developed, feelings starts to get neglected, gradually become lesser and lesser..sometimes, i grew so tired from all these..

FROM an important person to a NObody at all.

That's me.

And i dare to write these, for he won't even read what i wrote.

sometimes, how i wish fantasy happens like how it usually happen in the show.

there's no such things as everlasting love..............

2007-06-06T18:06:00.000+08:00

I'm working like craxy these days, rushing thru closing, meeting with unexpected situation which doesn't allow me to close smoothly. I was like shouting for "Help" all the time. Finally closing for May is over! and there was i catching a cold jus one day aft closing. Managed to grab hold of the doctor for some medicine and here i am back on track again.

Can say that i'm lazing ard today in the office becos the SAP system is down today for like abt 4 hours. So there'd nothing much i can do except doing hsekeeping. I need more organisation skills, my paper are flying all over da place. And when the particular invoice is being released for payment, you can see that im like a mad cat running thru my table searching for that particular invoice. Lols.

I suddenly have the urge to watch "stairway to heaven", don't ask me why. I have da habit of watching a bit of this show and den jump to the other bit of another show.

Anyway, updates of my weekend, didn't managed to catch any movies, but i would definetely wan to catch "shriek 3", my fav of all times.

Weekends was passby celebrating baobao's 21st.. Happy 21..

have dinner at park royal on sat with his family + my family. And on sun, celebrated his birthday at the zoo. Haa.

supposed to eat kushibo, but den was transfer to next week because of the pc show =)

Pictures.

Aft doin sum exercises, i don't feel that headache anymore..Lols.

Love,

2007-05-30T18:12:00.001+08:00

Tomolo is Holiday...YAY for others, BOO for me. LOL. okay,lets'not make myself feeling so miserable.No matter what, im going down tomolo to fill in somemore work and after that,it will be my holiday!

Came to realise that some of my colleague had already obtained ACCA. And their comments was that "ACCA is not readable by human and not study-able", "No one can pass ACCA in straight, sure will fail some papers on the way".THAT, really frightened me. I think i better start planning already. For i've always been a last minute learner and i need to change that. I must also prepare myself that i would fail some of the papers(Highest Chance: AUDIT).
Furthermore, i have work on my left and study on my right.I need to learn how to clap and balance my hand.
All i can do is JIAYOU JIAYOU and JIAYOU. Hope i'll be able to cope. No matter what, NEVER give up!

Been to kristin auntie son full month celebration!

Cutie PIE?

I had a new accessories column too.

Tadah..

I really need to start saving and decrease my expenses.My load is getting way too heavy and the pay that i receive isn't enuff to support me. Therefore study is the only way to increase my income.

Don't you feel that i've always been mentioning topics about conflict and social realtionship in the office. Because i feel, ppl like to gossip , esp in a dept where all are females.
There is, i believe some hidden conflicts, which happens being invisible and underground. Frequently, there's always a bit of news here and there that pass thru my ears.In regards to all these matter,I only have one choice;that is SHUT ONE EYE and open the other,In thru one ear, out thru the other.That's the only way as don't involve yourself into all this mess. If not, your life ain't going to be any better. Lols.

Kimchi Ramen for dinner anyone?

Love, Roselind

2007-05-28T21:34:00.000+08:00

I've finally enrole into ACCA today, taking two papers..still need to registered with the ACCA bodies in the UK.

All i can say was, i wish i've planted some money trees so that i could just shake the trees to pay off those fees. Its so expensive.

I've never tried part timing and studying at the same time. I guess i would be very very tired. But "never gave up" will be my spirit that i must maintain.

catch the pirates yesterday, the graphics was simply superd even though 50% of the show, i don't seems to catch what they are trying to mean.

Many more show arriving, better catch my fun before JULY comes my way.

Im so tired...

sleep.

Love Roselind